Willow point of view special!
I entered the car, thoughts like "It's just fine." or "You're over exaggerating, it's just a place. how stomach churning could it be? talk about stupid." I didn't want to think those things but I had no control over them, I clenched my teeth hard but stopped when I tasted the metallic taste of blood. I sighed and ignored my throbbing tongue, I let my head fall to look at my feet until the car door opened beside me and I looked over. I was alerted but relaxed a bit when I saw Kyra, "Willow," Kyra began but I was so caught up in the thought of the last time I was with Nicole and when the 'event' had happened that I felt my face drain of blood and go pale, I felt a sick feeling knotting up from below but I looked away as if tears were threatening to spill out. In reality my eyes burned and no tears would come out.
I heard Kyra shut the door with a sigh and then they got into the car. "Oh.." I mumbled inaudible, as Kyra and Lux talked in the front I started to look around and fidget unconsciously, I looked up and noticed Kyra asleep with baggy eyes so I relaxed and blanked out for the rest of the drive.
"Willz!" Nicole yelled hugging me tightly, she was smiling happily. "Coley.." Tears filled my eyes but as I went to hug her I realized I felt rain and Nicole was now on the floor, blood pouring out of her zombie bite. "No, no, no no no.." I felt everything spin around me.
My eyes widened as I looked over to see Lux and Kyra slipping out of the car and walking in the dark weathering clouds. "Oh, right." I walked over before realizing. "Wait! Nicole would be a zombie by now!" I whisper shouted in confusion, "She's too young, they would leave her as a rotting corpse. If she is still even one by now, kid's can't catch the infection and turn, they just posses zombie type actions as such as biting and eating flesh, they die after a few moments meaning she won't be where we left 'er. " Kyra said, her british accent taking over the 'her' but I ignored her accent, I shouldn't be focused on that. I suddenly felt uneasy as I saw just a glimpse or something on the floor and noticed that now Kyra and Lux were sitting in front of it.
"Crap.. no, no, no, stop. You are fine.. please." I felt my breathing become jagged as I stumbled forward enough to see the corpse. I bit my tongue on purpose this time to stop the throw up and heat rising up from my throat, my body trembled and my vision went to a starry point. I couldn't breathe, my vision then went sideways as I tumbled to the ground. I gasped and my hand gripped the shirt I was wearing, I looked over and saw Kyra and Lux run over to my help. "You okay? hey, stay with us." Lux beckons, trying to grab me and get me up. "Willow!" Kyra yelled sternly, "breathe, in and out. Focus only on that." I started to focus on breathing and eventually with enough wind in me, I managed out words even if it took a lot of effort. "No. fine. I'm fine." I pushed myself up and wobbled over to the car. I opened the door and threw myself in, I gripped the handle with zero effort and shut it before laying down across the seat and staring at the car ceiling. I took careful breaths before sitting myself up and sludging against the car door.
"Oh Nicole, I am so sorry. I am so pathetic, I know.. forgive me." I mumbled as fresh salty tears went down my face and I curled into a ball while waiting, I couldn't keep my eyes open and as they burned, my eyelids that felt heavy finally closed and I fell asleep, sleep.. So comforting at times, almost could say it's my coping mechanism. I didn't dream that night. When I awoke, I was at home. Not my home per say, but what everyone else calls home. I forced myself back to sleep, wishing to not wake up this time. I want to be with Nicole, at home, with parent's who actually cared for us and would treat us special. Who am I kidding? I just wanted normal and accepting parents, but their behavior was specialized as normal so much in my child-like eyes.. to me 'special' is.. normal when I talk about "them".