Third Point of View
"Don't pretend like you don't know!" Se Ho looked at Mi Jung in stern
Mi Jung burst into tears "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. I know I'm not a good mother for our both daughter. Sh--she just want your love towards her more.. since she loosing hope on you, she really put high hope on Min Gyu loving her. But end up, Min Gyu love Ha Rang more.. I know you love Ha Rang more since she's your biological daughter, but why can't you love Ha Ri the same amount too?"
"then why can't you do the same to Ha Rang also? Because she's not your biological child? You should love the same toward her same as how you love Ha Ri too" Se Ho looked at her in disappointment
Se Ho sigh and walked towards Mi Jung and hug her "I know its hard for you to raising both of punk head *(he chuckled) its hard to see one of our daughter sad and another one happy by their sadness but we as a parents need to teach them that life.. sometimes need to sacrifice and accept the fact that we can't forcing someone to love us and maybe the fate had something better plan for our Ha Ri"
He put his face near his wife neck and hug her more tight as he smiled softly, "I love you more than this universe"
"I love you too, Se Ho" She used her both arms and hug him back.
Mi Jung bit her lips and thought, 'I just want my Ha Ri to have a perfect life. I'm sorry Se ho--ahh but I won't give up"
Ha Rang Room:
Ha Rang had heard everything what her parents talked about..
She woke up few minutes ago after her father shouted
Flashback: Ha Rang Point of View
"faster talk!"
I slowly open my eyes and yawn as I rub my eyes, "who barking in this lovely midnight?"
its sounds like appa (father) maybe I should go check, I woke up from my place and walked towards the door and slowly open the door and saw my both parents fighting
I step out but stop when Eomma (mother) said "I-- I told her to fight for love, if she really love Min Gyu but she don't want since she know Ha Rang likes Min Gyu too"
My eyes widen as I frowned my eyebrows, what are they both talking about?
Se Ho shook his head variously, "you think I dunno what are you talking about other than that?"
Ha Ri likes Min Gyu too? that's why she gave me hatred looks when Min Gyu near me? But why? I don't think so Min Gyu likes me back..
its impossible but.. even if she do love him, what about my heart? I'm not being a selfish person but..
I looked at my hands and use my right hand thumbs to rub my hands; my eyes avert back to the door when eomma voice comes
"I know I'm not a good mother for our both daughter. Sh--she just want your love towards her more.. since she loosing hope on you, she really put high hope on Min Gyu loving her. But end up, Min Gyu love Ha Rang more.. I know you love Ha Rang more since she's your biological daughter, but why can't you love Ha Ri the same amount too?"
My eyes fills to the brim with tears.. is this the reason why she hate me? because I'm not her biological daughte?r and appa (father), put attention on me more than Ha Ri?
I never asked them to love me more but why blaming me for all of this?
I put my hands over my mouth .. "Am I that worst to get your love? "
I slowly close the door and start to walk but I stop my track after two steps ..
I leans against my back on the wall beside me and slowly slide down ..
Put my another hand over my mouth and sob quietly ..
Why I'm having this fate? Why she can't love me more? I don't ask to exist in this world.. I never ask someone to love me more, but why she hate me cause of someone..
Never ever have I feel this pain before.. the warm house that I felt until now.. making me feel more colder than ever before
"then why can't you do the same to Ha Rang also? Because she's not your biological child? You should love the same toward her same as how you love Ha Ri too"
I close my eyes and take a deep breath and hitch my breath, "If the pain still here, then I will go for everyone goods"
skip time: early morning 5am
I sigh and looked around my room "maybe this is the end, my favourite nest"
I smiled at the picture frames that I hold "Eomma ( my biological mother) I hope you are happy at there and don't worry I will be back here soon"
putting down the picture frame and avert my eyes to the flower pot that I plant yesterday, I only have you miss pot
its hard to live in this world, its cruel. Love don't need us but we need the love to survive. I thought if I don't think about it or don't care any single things about it.. I won't hurt that much
But the world is too cruel, I realized my heart need to suffer more than I know.. why it always happen to me? is it hard to get a happy ending?
The more I let it be and keep quiet, the more people pushing me to an end. I'm trying to forget about it, just to make people happy and thought that I'm happy and okay with it.
Its only getting worst than I thought, since its more hurt than it ever be.
Eomma (mother) .. Appa (father), I'm sorry if I'm not a good daughter for you both, and don't worry I will be back when I'm ready and make you proud
I step out from the house and turn around to looked at the house for the last time, I smiled sadly "thank you for taking care of me"