Day after day, week after week. Diana is getting away from Scott. Meanwhile, Jordan is getting bolder to show his closeness to Diana. All students know that Jordan is Diana's lover. At first, everyone doubted the rumours that were spreading. Because all this time, it was Scott, the guy who was closest to Diana. Meanwhile, Jordan, another class boy who just appeared recently.
Several students accused Diana of having an affair with Scott. And others also gossip if Diana does not know how to profit. Just like peanuts, forget the skin.
That jealousy made Diana's heart even sadder. They didn't know what had happened to them now. Separated from Scott and… became Jordan's slave. Sometimes she feels no longer strong enough to go through everything alone.
"Diana," called Scott. They met in the library. Diana immediately stood up and wanted to escape.
"Don't go, Diana! I just want to return this book to the library." Scott showed her the book he was holding. "You can continue; I respect your decision. Whatever makes you happy, I'm willing." Scott smiled briefly, then turned his back to Diana. He felt like he wanted to cry because a long-standing relationship had to end suddenly. Sometimes he asks, where did it go wrong? So God punished him like this.
"Scott," called Diana. Her tears broke. She missed her best friend as well as the boy she liked. But now that she was dirty, she didn't deserve to be next to Scott. Diana's steps suddenly stopped. There was a feeling of happiness when Diana called her name the same as before. Instantly Scott's body stiffened when Diana suddenly hugged him from behind.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." was the only word that came out of her mouth; Diana was greeted with a light pat on the back of the girl's hand. For now, Scott wasn't going to force the girl to talk. He will patiently wait until Diana wants to tell herself.
Unbeknownst to Diana, Jordan saw a scene in the doorway that made his eyes widen and his heart heat up. His hands were clenched with gritted teeth, holding back emotion. How could a girl with the status of her lover hug another guy in a quiet place like this? "You do not know yourself; ask to be punished for betraying me," Jordan smirked and then walked out of the library.
"Sorry," Diana realized that she was carried away by feelings. She immediately let go of Scott and walked out, leaving the boy with mixed feelings. However, her steps were stopped when a hand tugged at her uniform.
"Where are you from?" asked Jordan with emotion.
"J-Jordan," Diana turned her body.
"Follow me," Jordan pulled Diana's hand roughly. The fire of jealousy had darkened his eyes. All this time, the girls out there chased him and hoped for his love, unlike Diana. He has to trap her to have her. It didn't stop there, and he had treated Diana the best he could. Specialize her in comparison to his former Ex. He was paying attention, seducing, entertaining, and buying expensive things, even though the girl always refused the gifts. But what can he get? The runny girl betrayed her by hugging another guy on her initiative. Angry and hurt. His pride seemed to be trampled by this nerd girl.
"Jordan, where we are going?" Diana stumbled to follow Jordan's quick steps.
Jordan kept quiet so that his angry voice could be silenced. He took Diana to the school's rooftop, where he and his friends gathered. No one knows where they are, and sometimes they skip class during study hours to avoid subjects they hate.
"Take off your clothes!" Jordan snapped.
"B-but this is at school, Jordan." Diana couldn't understand Jordan's lecherous will, who didn't know where he was.
"I don't want to know, I want to punish you for cheating behind my back."
"C-cheating?"
"Surprised, huh? I saw you hugging your best friend in an empty library. How long? What are you two doing?" Jordan rebuked fiercely.
"Sorry, Jordan, I won't do that again." Diana's sobs began to sound.
"No need for much acting; hurry up and take off your clothes!"
"Not here, Jordan. What if the other kids see it?"
"I've been very patient with you. So far, no girl has behaved like you. You still think about him, even though we're already dating. Where's your brain, huh?"
"Sorry," Diana lowered her head while shedding tears that seemed like they had never dried.
"You've made my self-esteem broken, you know? What's lacking? I'm so into you?" Jordan grabbed Diana's arms.
"Sorry."
"Now, I'll tell you what self-respect means. I'll make you chase after me. For you, you're afraid of losing me. And most importantly, make you forget that bastard, Scott."
"Gosh, Jordan."
"Fuck, take off your clothes!"
"Jordan, you have to use a condom."
"I don't care; I want to punish you."
"Jor...!"
***
A month later.
Jordan ignored Diana, no longer picking her up or looking for her in class. Break time also ignores it. Diana was relieved. She was no longer restrained and had to obey Jordan's lecherous will. Moreover, this morning, Diana saw the mulatto boy holding the hand of a classmate with a pretty face. At that time, she, who had just gotten off the bus, was surprised by the sound of cheering students congratulating the new couple. It turned out that they were surrounded by Jordan and one of the 11th graders, whose name she did not know.
Their eyes met, but Jordan immediately looked away. For Diana, being abandoned by Jordan does not mean anything. Her heart was more broken when he had to part with Scott, his first love, which is still the same. However, it was now impossible for her to hope for their relationship because she had already been damaged. She doesn't deserve the love of a guy as good as Scott. Diana felt very dirty and despicable.
Scott stared at Diana from a distance, walking with her head down. Meanwhile, on the other side, the damn guy named Jordan is making out with his new girl. He wanted him to approach Diana and hold her in his arms. However, Scott still remembered the last time in the library. Diana hugged him from behind and repeatedly apologized. Since then, Diana has been more and more away from him. The girl avoided him like she saw something scary. It hurt Scott, remembering their excellent relationship turned like this in just a few months.
***
Diana felt there was something strange about her. Lately, often have nausea and do not feel well. It's never been like this before.
Diana flinched in surprise, and she was not a girl who was blind to sex education. Since junior high school, she has understood human reproductive organs and how to produce offspring.
Diana rushed to clean herself and then changed into her uniform. Her mind only thinks about one thing, the pharmacy. Yes, Diana wants to make sure of one thing, PREGNANCY. She has been two weeks late for her period and has felt a change in herself since then. One month ago, when Jordan caught her hugging Scott in the library. The lecherous boy forced her to have unprotected sex. Diana refuses and warns Jordan about it. However, Jordan said. It was her punishment for having an affair.
"Excuse me, I want to buy a test pack." shortly after arriving at the pharmacy near her house. Diana wanted to buy the tool.
The pharmacist squinted her eyes and looked at Diana up and down. A girl in a high school uniform comes and wants to buy a pregnancy test kit.
"M -my aunt told me." lied Diana, who saw the pharmacist and looked at her suspiciously.
"What brand do you want?"
"Whatever is good, the results are accurate."
"These two brands, which one do you want?"
"Both." Diana took hundreds of dollars and put them on the glass case. So far, Jordan has rationed the excess pocket money, and Diana has never used it.
"Know how to use it?" The pharmacist seemed to know that the potential user was Diana herself.
"There are instructions on the packaging," answered Diana.
"My advice, the results are more accurate, if used in the morning. Your first urine after waking up."
"Thank you, sis. Excuse me," Diana was impatient, her chest pounding, wanting to know the results immediately.
Impatiently, Diana went into the school toilet after a while with her face thickening to buy a test pack, a pregnancy test kit suitable for married adult women. Her hands trembled as he pulled a flat stick and dipped her urine from a plastic drink bottle. She almost fell to the floor when she saw two red lines from the two test packs of different brands.
Diana burst into tears when her guess was correct. Suppose Jordan's depravity to her has managed to leave a new life in her womb. Her mind was suddenly dark, congested, and confused. What will her future be if she becomes pregnant when her status is a 12th-grade high school student who has not graduated?
"Oh my god…, I'm pregnant."