He decides to look her in the eye, to tell her with his eyes that he knows, but at the same time, he has to give her hope.
Try not to tremble with fear of losing her when you touch her hand.
He closes his eyes for a moment and kisses his wife on the lips, when they separate for a moment, he, still with his eyes closed, gives her a smile and tells her to leave him a few kisses for the road, she smiles.
CHINE opens her eyes, stares at her and tells her that he loves her, he loves her very much and she must take care of herself, remember that next year she wants them to bring their first baby into the world.
The trembling betrays her, the tears too, WASHI sheds wide tears at the words of her beloved man, she smiles and nods her head.
CHINE feels a hole in his stomach, he knows her so well that he knows she will leave, it is in his nature to do what his heart dictates and he has the power to do it.
He knows he's going to find his family.
WASHI looks at him, his voice turning somber when he tells him about WAPURO's death, he had been talking to WAPURO before, he is also saddened by his death.
And he's worried about what this means for everyone.
As if the torch in UNDERWORLD was being extinguished.
A huge fear fills his heart.
He knows that if WASHI leaves, he won't see her alive anymore.
He always knew, that one day it would come.
CHINE remembers the conversations she once had with TOIRE about WASHI, about her mother, KEKI, and about having children in the couple.
All of his fears came together suddenly.
You feel a very strong lump in your throat.
His mind atrophies, he can only see his wife leaving his side.
CHINE remembers a conversation she had with WAPURO years ago, because of her origin, she told him that if the time came when it was necessary, she knew, that WASHI would fight and would do it without measuring consequences, it is part of her nature to be a free spirit, too kind, too dedicated and too blind, that the origin of WASHI is great, More than she wanted, and precisely because of her origin, she became something that could not be controlled with will, it was necessary to be sealed, it was she herself who made the decision to stop a potential growth for a peace that would only be bearable.
In contrast to what he last spoke to WAPURO, lamenting, fate after all always catches up with us, he regretted not having worked with WASHI more, instead of burying his power under a series of labels year after year, which grew.
WAPURO only wished that, due to their lack of experience, WASHI would not lose their humanity.
After all, she is the daughter of two pure angels, if that were to lose her humanity, it would be because her body was spurned to move to an astral plane that reclaims her divinity, but if her ties to humanity are strong, she could reincarnate as someone close to her in the UNDERWORLD.
Just like WASHI's mother did.
CHINE looks at MUK NIOM with great interest, remembers what WAPURO told him about KEKI.
There are many secrets that he himself could not share with his wife, which causes him a lot of conflict, but it was necessary because WAPURO believed it necessary.
Among many of the secrets, WAPURO, confided to him that the reincarnation of KEKI in UNDERWORLD is MUK NIOM, he thinks that, it is curious to see his mother-in-law in the body of a young girl smaller than his wife, but that is what WAPURO emphasized, would be the end of KEKI's past life, at least in the soul, unless the reincarnating soul comes to take control of the current body, and that is only possible when a conflict is reached that endangers its bearer.
I once explained that angels are destined to live eternally with their loved ones without having the right to love.
That is, personal love.
Something that seems unfair to CHINE, he worries that something bad will happen to them because of this, the fear is not for him, but for her.
CHINE straightens up a bit and invites her to come closer, he lowers one leg and she sits down.
CHINE takes her hands and looks at her, serious and fixed, tells her with some traits of humor and love that he never imagined that a girl as beautiful, beautiful and hardworking as her, was actually such a powerful woman.
WASHI doesn't get it.
CHINE clarifies that he saw her enter through the barrier.
His dear wife, so beautiful, saw his powerful wings.
A wistful smile comes across the corner of his mouth.
He tries to stay calm, though, so his voice doesn't break.
He looks at his wife.
Finally, he declares that although he does not agree with her, he knows that he will go to fight.
He understands that he is not a warrior and that it is not in his power to stop her, but he only asks one thing of her.
May I not die before him.
This surprises the young wife, WASHI looks at him strangely.
CHINE looks too serious, she knows it's not a joke what she's saying.
You can't fool yourself or fool yourself.
They both know that they will never look the same again.
A stabbing pain is born in his heart.
Her husband loves her, and she can't think about anything other than what her husband is feeling at that moment.
END OF CHAPTER 48