Even if he wants to have a romantic affair with a woman not someone like me, the waiter left to get what we ordered for, while I stared at Andrew, hmm what will I do with him, he's not sexually attracted to me …
Neither am I to him, well we could still hang out, thoughts of having him beg for mercy always gets me up and going, " whatcha thinking about?" I was startled by the sudden question
'' murder" I replied sheepishly, " aww was thinking of that too" he said, we smiled sheepishly, obviously faking the smile, I don't feel safe with this gay guy, I don't feel safe here at all.
This sudden surge of emotions always comes up when something wants to go wrong, but why ?
I feel like I'm being spied on, looking around, there's no one harmful, well the human skin is more than just a sense organ it's a shield to the mind and soul, they all look lively and cheerful.
" Here's your food" the waiter said as he placed a hot bowl of chicken soup, I still feel really uncomfortable, this sudden feeling always means something, I never turn down my instinct.
" Hey, put your hands in the air," a man yelled from behind. I was taken aback by the sudden change of situation, a man with a pistol was pointing at me, what did I do?...
I haven't been on the search list lately, I am clean so why am I being harassed, I said that there's something in the air, I just hope it's a prank
I quietly raised my hands, still staring at him intently and shakenly, " you are under arrest for illegal exploitation of human organs" the man said..
I was shocked, exploitation?, Who?, Young Man?, How?Andrew?I said there's something up with this guy but I couldn't wrap my hands around it, " cuff him " one of the officers yelled as he tried escaping..
Oh I can't let that happen, I quickly ran after him, like a hunter chasing an injured prey I pounced on him then pinned him down, giving several punches on his face…
I was engulfed by anger, so he wanted to kill me then sell my organs. He must have thought I was just a fragile little girl he could manipulate, " calm down beauty" a familiar voice said…
I froze at a spot immediately, " come cuff him up" he commanded some officers obeyed then they pulled me up, while the other cuffed Andrew, I couldn't stop staring at the satin eyes man…
this time not in anger, but absolute dismay, why is he stalking me again, my body began to shiver as our eyes came in contact, I don't feel safe anymore, " I saved you" he said as he lit up a lighter..
Brought out a long cigar, then Burnt the edge with his lighter, I broke eye contact immediately then made my way out of the restaurant, my perfect lunch is ruined..
I hate him so much, he should get out of my life, even if Andrew wanted to sell my organs, it wouldn't be possible because I had thoughts of driving Chuck down his neck myself, now all my plans are ruined…
I walked out of the restaurant staring at my knotted fingers. I hate everyone. Maybe I should just go back to my lodge then order food from the hotel accompanied with a big bowl of popcorn…
I boarded a cab, out of the premises, still sad about the whole incident, and how vulnerable I have become. The cab driver knew well to stay quiet, I hate it when they talk too much..
" Take me to the nearest bakery" I said, he just nodded, I sat back in the cab, that man is a detective, now I know why I feel so uneasy with him, he's being clingy and I hate it…
I have no issues with his work, it has nothing to do with me, I just need him as far as possible, just very far so he won't poke his nose in my business…
" Here ma'am" the can driver said as he pulled over, close to a small bakery not too far from casa a Roma'', it was almost same as miss Annie's bakery, just a little bit smaller.
" Thanks" I replied before stepping out of the car, I could start off my day here, with some typical Australian pastries, " hey dear what would you like to order" a young lady said with a wide smile on her face…
She must have been trained to do that, well, " I would like five from the first on the menu and one of every other thing" I said, fully oblivious of their menu.
Her face fell immediately, " it's a long menu, sure you would like one of everything?" She asked, " sure" I replied in a weak tone, she ushered a chair outside the cool area..
It's the tropical season now, but the flowers and cool trees made it relaxing, I fell back on the comfy chair I was offered, while staring at everything around me, nature is Indeed beautiful,no one can attest to that..
" Your order has been fulfilled, and I placed a menu with it, so you can know the name as well" she said before heading out…
I have decided to quit alcohol. Dad made me promise I wouldn't smoke or drink alcohol, because he was a little bit addicted, still knowing it would damage him.
He wants the best for his daughter I guess, so I do a lot of depression eating , this time is no exception