'No, Yudha! You can't fall for this girl! Your heart is only for Nessa, and you must remember that your marriage is only temporary. After Mother recovered, Elisa is no longer your wife!' he said in his heart.
'Why with my heart, why isn't Mas Ga here anymore. Oh God, can I be a faithful woman for someone who loves me.'
Elisa also thought that way, she couldn't lie about what she was feeling right now. Has his heart changed direction? Then, can Elisa maintain Mas Galung's sincerity?
***
For Yudha, everything feels boring. He couldn't be with Elisa all the time. It had not been three days that he almost fell asleep. Especially if it's up to the next week. Yudha doesn't want to betray his lover, Nessa.
"I can't go on like this. But how can I get out, Mother won't let me be alone," he grumbled. That afternoon, he was sitting on the beach not far from their villa.
Elisa was confused, she didn't know what to do. The woman wanted to prepare dinner for her husband. However, he was afraid that Yudha would not be willing to eat the preparations. Elisa is also afraid if Yudha thinks that Elisa is too hopeful.
He turned to his phone. "Mas Galung also why until today I haven't read my message. But he's not online anyway, hem is that busy."
Elisa was still dancing her fingers on the device. However, he moved to the bed to relax. While relaxing, don't forget his routine, which is curious about his friends' WhatsApp status.
I don't know what God is planning, so the trials he faces are so insistent. Not Yudha this time the cause. However, a photo upload in which that person is Mas Galung. However, he is not alone. Mas Galung seems to be taking pictures with a woman.
"Mas Galung. Ja ... ja ... so this is the reason he didn't reply to my WhatsApp messages," said Elisa alone.
"Who is that person, Mas. God, why is this sadness so insistent. What did I do wrong!"
The lump of meat called Elisa's heart was crushed right then and there. It's no longer like being hit with a sledgehammer. Rather, it is like being chopped finely using a sharp dagger and after that, it is washed with saltwater.
"All men are the same!"
Elisa's tears were already falling, flowing past each other down the skin of her cheeks. A woman wearing a pink headscarf looks young and cheerful. Presumably, Mas Galung and the woman have known each other for a long time. The proof looks familiar because of the photo with a meaningful look.
"Evil!"
"All evil, God is not fair to Elisa!"
Elisa threw the cell phone in a hurry, she preferred to bury her face on her knees. He sobbed violently, his sobs could be heard reaching Yudha's eardrums. The man was slightly surprised by what his retina had just seen.
'Elissa!'
'What's wrong with that girl? Why is he crying like that?' he thought again.
"God is not fair! God is evil! I am not Khadija who has a heart of steel. I can get hurt anytime, God!" he roared. Elisa is still in the same position.
As for Yudha, he hastily picked up the cellphone that was scattered on the floor. Unfortunately, the cell phone was given a password, and Yudha did not know what sequence of numbers could unlock it. He kept trying, hoping for Elisa's birthday. But Yudha remembers that he doesn't know his wife's birthday.
'What's Elisa's cell phone password! Haha! Why is he so fussy!' he grumbled. Yudha is still cursing Elisa's stupidity from inside.
'It's okay, even if it's ridiculous it can't hurt!'
Yudha unhappily started typing a series of numbers. Which was their wedding day. The marriage neither of them ever wanted. Unexpectedly, the phone is open. Yudha was surprised, how could Elisa immortalize the wedding date.
Before Yudha had time to think, the eagle's eyeballs were again startled by a rare sight. A photo in which a man and a woman are smiling and looking at each other affectionately.
"Mas Galung?" softly. On it was written Mas Galung's name with a heart emoticon appendage.
'Did Elisha cry because of this?'
Yudha can conclude that it is Elisa's lover. Slowly he sat on the edge of the bed. The hand-stretched out by itself, Yudha began to hug his wife and let her stay longer in his chest.
"Patience, El. You shouldn't be suspicious. It could be a relative or even a friend. A long-distance relationship can't be done if you only commit. However, trust is a must. Come on, don't cry." Softly, Yudha gently rubbed his wife's shoulder.
"That's not what I'm crying about. But, why is God being unfair to me? Why do I have to be in a position like this? I lost Mas Galung, lost hope of being my favorite wife and I even have to be hurt like this! God is not fair!"
Elisa was still sobbing, Yudha who heard the sentence suddenly became uncomfortable. He realized that he was the mastermind behind all of this. Yudha is the cause of Elisa's unhappiness.
"I'm sorry. I hope you are willing to be patient for some time to come," said Yudha. Elisa quickly got up from the hug. Maybe his sanity has returned.
Elisa smiled, "No need to apologize. Everything is already done."
"Okay, then stop crying. How about we watch it?"
"What to watch?"
"What movies do you like?"
"Everyone likes it," said Elisa.
"Okay, let's go to the main room. But first, can you make me some vegetarian ramen mix like this morning?"
Elisa was surprised, Yudha liked the food.
"Okay."
"Okay. I'll wait out front."
One full bowl is gone. Judah thought for a moment. Elisa is so perfect, compared to Nessa. The girl lost, but somehow I like her so much. Oh, no Judah. You can't get carried away.
"Thank you, El. Later when we are in Indonesia I will treat you."
"Okay, I'll wait!"
***
They were already sitting in front of the big-screen television. The first film they watched was romance. Where there is one intimate scene. Incidentally, South Korea is snowing. The cold can give a deep affectionate desire.
"Good grief!"
"Why, El?"
Asked Yudha who was surprised why Elisa shouted. When he started to look at the television screen, Yudha could not say anything. Instinct as a man also emerged. Yudha couldn't even swallow his saliva when the husband and wife scene was displayed in front of him.
"Jesus! Let me just change."
"Yes ... yes ... yes. Quickly change to a safer horror film!" cried Elisha.
Yudha was still shaking, he still didn't know what to do to neutralize his passion and his Puspa dragon sword which was starting to soar.
'Oh my God, my pants are getting tight. Elisha? Why not Nessa in my lyre's imagination. Oh damn it!' he grumbled in his heart.
Minutes after episodes passed, Yudha still couldn't neutralize it all. In fact, what is presented on the television screen is a horror film. Ah, what a terrible scene earlier.
"Aarrgghhh! Yudha!"
Elisa shouted the name of her husband and hugged Yudha's body reflexively. Because of reflex and fear, Elisa did not realize that he had hit Puspa's dragon sword which had been standing for a long time.
"El!"
"No, Yudh. Turn off the television!"
"You ...!"
"Turn off!"
'Oh, Lord. What am I supposed to say to this woman if she finds out about my thing standing up straight!' he thought.
"Yes ... yes I have turned it off."
Elisa immediately let go of the hug. He was unbearably embarrassed. But, there are things she must make sure of before leaving her husband. Very closely Elisa looked into the mature man's eyes.
"Are you afraid of horror movies too?" asked Elisha. Judah hastily shook his head.
"Then why is yours standing so hard? Sorry, I accidentally bumped into it."
Deg ... pyaar ....