Chapter 12- Who we are??
"Acting like someone else, yes I was forced to do it, as an underline serving years at Ra jobs thus I was made up to make different personalities every time I was transferred, In the end, it made me the person who I am. Selecting an avatar for an MMO RPG Game was always hard. But once you were hooked up it was all you had to keep you interested for what felt like a lifetime. Once in there you just didn't know it wasn't real, in a way it was real. There were rules too, mess up your new "home world" too bad and you were locked in for every "reincarnation" until it was fixed. Then when you came out you had the choice of re-spawning with the people you knew or taking a pot-luck.
My Avatar was always female, I'm not sure why but it just appealed to me. I often changed my hair, build, skin colour and athletic ability. Sometimes just for laughs, I went in as a cat-girl or a bunny for that fact; those were often the most fun anyway. I added in some bizarre feature when I'd earned enough karma, I'd be a math genius, an artist or sing like an angel...
"What do you mean by it"
"Have you ever lived a life where you have to act like someone else?"
"I couldn't say anything in that matter."
"In reality, When I worked at the underlying jobs of Ra I was a subject to what I call slavery for Ra, but this was a thing that I kind of enjoyed. In reality, my devotion to Ra is probably just because of its mega-style influence. I had to live with it, working for someone with a big background, was my wish. I tried to become the next big deal, I wanted to get a promotion as soon as possible. So I had to be the perfect sample of the person that the higher seat wanted, the quiet kid, the angry kid and of course the loyal one."
"So we are the same"
"Same you say, with being the princess-kid, you had your own sliver spoon set up for you even before you were born, but in my case, I was born with a silver spoon but raised with copper one"
"Being the perfect child, everyone wants, you know how my father is."
"Yeah, he will do everything he wants to achieve this perfect fantasy"
"That is what happened to me, In an attempt, I was made to act in a number of ways, Whenever he wanted a cute little daughter he forced me to be one, whenever he wanted to have a cruel delinquent daughter I was forced to be it, I was even forced to keep the act in front of other elite families, in a result I was always alone until I meet you in the dragon tribe village, you were the first person who approached me, and you were the first and the only friend I was forced to abundant"
"But in the end, It was for the best. I didn't want to show you my other side, the way you acted I thought you were weak so much that you would get pissed off just by seeing my misery which I was suffering."
"I somehow came to know how you were being treated, I was worried, I made you set up on a pedestal by seeing how you were able to maintain a smile outside your body even though you were crying inside every time and second you lived with your family."
"Well, I caught to it"
"So what are you planning"
"Nothing, for now"
"I will live a new life with you."
Rhine looked at Ascais, Her face was covered with a deep blush due to her fever. Her eyes were sleepy but still, she wanted to talk about so many things to her, she managed to barely grab Ascais' hand before saying her last words before her eyes closed away, Ascais heard them clearly hoping that everything would stabilize someday. In the end, it was a wish made by a lonely young lady, who tried to live his best even with her clasping life.
"Ascais don't leave me as I did you"
"Relax I would never allow like that to happen."
Rhine closed her eyes ending her note with a busy hollowing note which ended his world in total chaos, Ascais grabbed Rhine's other hand, Starring at her until he felt it down, beginning his head down to his bed, which was throned by a sleeping Rhine. In his final thoughts, he put forward a view that would it be all in vain if Rhine came to know his motives for coming into this world.
"I have always felt a serenity upon sleeping. I love my bed. I love to dream. I love the moments between wakefulness and sleep. The feeling of my brain shifting gears is so sweet. I start to see it play in its movies, always telling me things in visual puns and metaphors. Sleep is a kind of heaven for me, though I love my waking days too. But now I am living with this piece of beauty who is now on my happy love bed"
Ascais let him down on the edge of the bed, he kept his hand tightly tucked and buckled to the soft smooth hand of his happen-to-be wife.
7 hrs later,
Clouds move in the morning sky, kissed into brilliant white by the sun. They move south toward the ocean, together yet independent. Gaps widen and close, one slides right under another and always they are changing shape. The sunrays slipped past the cloud gaps one accidentally touching and entering Ascais's room slashing Rhine's eyes,
Rhine blinked her eyes in seconds looking searching through her mind, she felt her body cool and a normal weighting body of a normal temperature, She glanced at her hands, she felt the big hands wrapping around her soft small miniature hands.
"Ascais Hidall, the self dragon of destruction an Ace like me and the chancellor of the Attack faction, who is now apparently my happen to be husband. Yuki was the first friend who I abandoned."