I spoke with my band and we have no schedules for the month since we need to prepare for a concert we were invited to play on next month, August, Leo season, where I too needed to celebrate my own birthday. I don't think Kat knows my special day and I know that hers is April 22nd. Well, what should I do on my birthday? I can fly to another country and celebrate it with her or maybe aha, I know I can let her meet my father, but, I should warn my dad about my plan of not sabotaging my cover. Anyway, this isn't lying, it's just for my own security and happiness. I want to get to know her, the real her, if she would accept me as my ordinary me and not the Alex, the super star, the rich and famous girl from the Moonies.
I asked my manager to pose as my dad and he agreed thought promising that I would attend our band practices and wouldn't miss one rehearsal to prepare for August Beer Festival in Vancouver. I colored my hair back o brown and took my braids which I did and kept for two long years. I kind of breathed long and hard for the decision because I love my braids and I had been my security blanket to hide who I really was inside. But now I no longer need to hide to anyone and love myself more than I could ever imagine. Because of Kat I learned to accept my past and love who I really am inside and out. Though I haven't told her who I really am, I still believe that she will accept me as Alex even if I tell her the truth about me. I know she will understand what I did what I did and accept the rock star that I truly am.
Hey!, where are you now? Kat asked me when I looked serious and my mind sort of flew somewhere. Yeah! Haha, I'm here, just thinking about the first time we met. Ah, my birthday's coming up and I am thinking of what to do on my special day, with you, I said very excited about the topic.
So, when is it?, Kat asked smiling at me, while sipping her Slurpy from 7/11's. It's on the 21st and it's a surprise, I mean I want to surprise you that day, I explained with my eyes still attached to Kat. We went out of the store and got inside my car, when a girl approached me and asked for an autograph. Where this she come from?
Ah, sure, I said and Kat's eyes are fixed on me, her eyebrows jerking together. Ah a customer in the company I am working at now, I added smiling sheepishly but not able to hide my fear of being recognized.
You, with your hair like that and all, I kind of recognize someone I love so much in my youth, Alex Roma, the rock star for Moonies. You look exactly like her and I think you and her are alike in some ways, Kat added smiling naughtily.
Really, and what is that?, Ali asked very curious. The smile, the confidence and those lips that I was able to kiss. I think you have a lot in common, you know, even if you don't know it or maybe even if you couldn't accept the fact that in you, Kat said with a deeper meaning that I was surprised she even brought the issue up. You know, I have trust issues too, but if you are Alex, Roma, I mean, I would still love you and I guess I would fall in love with you more. Because you have a good heart, Kat explained wholeheartedly. She is starting to fall in love with Ali and she couldn't stop but admire the girl for her beauty inside, out. Ali is smart too and I love her wittiness.
Little did Ali or Alex know, that I already, well, let's just say, discovered her secret. She doesn't know that I accidentally knew she was Alex when one of my friends helped me get a ticket for Palladium. I wanted to have a look see of who this sexy singer I really, up close and personal. I really wanted to meet her in person for I am in love with her ever since high school. But I was so surprised not believing it really, when I saw Alex with her hair on braids hopping inside the sports car with her band mates. The moment struck me since I believe that I kind of know Alex and felt that I have already met her, in my dreams but actually, in the party I hosted for my friends and clients.
And it was the very first time Ali or Alex appeared on the scene and where I felt something inside when I met here there. I was awestruck by her beauty and her eyes, as if they are talking, especially when she looks at me focusing at my gaze, she seems telling me something which I couldn't decipher what. So, I remembered the color of the car, it's purple and the one Ali drove to my house is the same color as the car I saw at Palladium and I even knew who her manager and dad were in person, since I saw them at the gig. My heart melted seeing her at the front of my house parked a few meters away from my front parking space, thinking, how I would reveal to her that I already know her secret. And that I am really overwhelmed she is doing this just to get to know me, maybe and or maybe because she doesn't want me to doubt her intentions of loving me.
I have followed Alex Roma ever since I was a teen-ager and in high school, I get to see her concerts with my friends and really wanted to meet her in person, even just for a night. Seeing her in one of her concerts were already a gift that I cherish before I die, that kind of feeling, haha, when I look at her and all. But being with her in her car, in the room at the inn with her, was a dream come true. I admired her most when she respected me and didn't give in the first time we kissed and when I asked to have sex with her. All the more, I get to fall in love with her and her secret, is when I teased her and it's kind of fun, alluring and funny that she pleaded for me to let her in the bathroom after I showed her my body and touched it to make her want me more. It's a secret too on my part, how I sort of play her like this, but in a good way.