It so wonderful, the feeling beautiful. For the first time in my life, I don't shy away from people and ashamed that I'm gay or I am an orphan. I am who I am and I am beautiful no matter what. I am confident and I am a star. I am Alex from the Moonies and I am the bomb!, Haha!, Alex thought smiling and hugging her band mates. Terry started the car engine and drove towards the highway to check on the sports cars gears. It was amazing. We are all laughing and shouting and I hope this crazy night won't end at all. I have never been so happy in my life until now. I wanted to visit Kat's house and told Terry about her. He gave me some tips and just bade me goodbye to take care of my elf and my heart. I voice messaged dad that I'll be visiting him tomorrow and so we can have fun for the say since I have been busy from touring and the gigs on pubs, clubs and concerts. I took my hoodie and covered my hair. I changed my ragged outfit from leather to sweat shirts and baggy pants.
Kat was at a friend's house and will be coming home soon, so I stayed at a nearby café and ordered a hot chocolate latte for two. Kat's car just parked over her lot and I parked mine at the other side of the road for her not to be suspicious of me. Though the thought of telling her the truth about me has been eating me many times. I'm still worried about she being angry or hating me for not telling her the truth and lying to her about my true identity. But I just want to make sure if she truly likes me for me and not because I am Alex the rock star, but Ali, the regular person who has feelings for her too. I want her to accept me for who I am and not for who I am in the limelight. I don't know if that makes any sense at all but yeah, well. Kat saw me right away and smiled at me with that cutest grin where all her white teeth always come out and dimples on both cheeks greet me with much gusto.
Hi!, Alex said while she giving the hot choco latte to Kat. Thanks, wow!, you shouldn't have, but why are you here? What's the occasion?, Kat asked curious. Ah, just want to surprise you, I like surprises and I just want to see you, that's all. And this, Alex added feeling awkward and not wanting to lie to Kat anymore, little by little she wants to get to know the real her. And maybe in time she'll have the guts to tell the girl she loves about her and her true identity. Woww!, my God, is this what I think it is? Kat asked about the car. Yes, a Lamborghini, want to ride with me?, Alex asked shyly but she never wanted any girl other than Kat and she wants to make her happy. Ah, well, it's a bad timing though, you remember my boyfriend, right, well, we talked earlier and I told him how I feel about our relationship and that it's not working anymore for the both of us, so I told him it's over. But I felt bad that he was about to propose to me. Dean!, Kat and Alex said the name together. Oh, wow!, I'm sorry to hear that, haha!, but yeah, ah, yeah sorry, I didn't mean to laugh, Alex replied happily but swallowed something in her throat so she won't laugh from the happiness the news brought her. It's just that, I didn't expect it so soon, the break up, I mean!
Yeah, but he took it hard and cried, begging me to take him back, and that he will do anything like give me a house of my own anywhere, just to keep our relationship going. But, I have a home and I don't need anything for now, just peace and rest from our crazy years together. I was dumb to think he will change and be better, but I was fooling myself. After we separated, about two hours later I heard from my friend Alice, where I was at before coming home to meet you, she saw Dean!, was out and about picking a bar girl at Palladium. So, I don't think he meant what he said that he loves me and all. She just used me as his trophy and a front for his business colleagues and family. Anyway, I don't want to talk about it anymore, it just hurts to think, he fooled me to thinking I was the only girl for him, Kat added breathing heavily and sipping the cup, now sitting at the chair on her front lawn where her car was parked. Then, this is the best time for you to relax and ride with me on that car.
Better yet, since I don't drive much, you can teach me how to drive it and I can pay you too for the time you spend teaching me. Just to take off your mind from Dean and your complicated love life, Alex explained and as if Kat realized something and agreed to join her for the ride. Kat moved to the driver seat and looked all over the car and its beauty. Wow!!, Kat said in awe. Okay, so where to, boss?
Ah, haha!, please don't call me that, ah to where ever you want to go. Take me to your happy place, Alex added smiling. Okay, fasten your seatbelt and you'll get the best ride of your life with me. Hang on!, Kat said a bit and drove like a mad car racer using all the car's gears in excitement. Kat was so happy she shouted, yahoo! And turned on the radio with some rock funkie music by the Moonies. Oh, my God, my favorite, "Rock em dead". I love this band and Alex, oh my, she's a hottie, I love her all my life.
Ah, really, you do?Alex or Ali said now a bit nervous from what she's hearing from Kat. Is this like a sort of confessions of a teen age girl to her. I love Alex ever since I was a teen ager, I was supposed to be at her gig tonight but Dean called and well it ruined my night all together so, yeah. Maybe some other time, I'll be able to attend her concert or gigs at clubs. Oh, wow, that's something. I like her too. But what do you love most about her, I mean, Alex?, Ali asked acting innocent. Well, her smile and her stance. Her braids and her face. She looks so angelic I wanted to kiss her and hug her every time I see her on the concert stage but I am shy to take the initiative. She seems nice but well you know celebrities they can be bitches, Kat cried shrugging her shoulders, still hanging on the stick in top speed gearing on every panel to shift and change for the ultimate experience of riding a fast car. We were like running at about 120, 150, 180 mph. Ahhhhh!, I feel dizzy now like I am going to puke from the nachos I ate at the club. Damn nachos!, Alex /Ali thought stopping that burp that would turn ugly not letting it out. 200, 230 mph,
OMG!, I am feeling the spicy tacos, nachos and beer coming all together and the acid climbing my esophagus and...Buurrrrp!!!, awe, oh, I am sorrrrryyyy!, Alex added when he vomited at her seat and Kat saw it all and laughed. She stopped at a place overlooking all of New York. It's like we reached a strip on a highway with a gap so we could see the splendor of the city. Ewe, sorry, your car is in a mess because of me, Kat apologized and caressed Ali's back. Thanks, I ate nachos and spicy tacos at Palladium earlier. I attended the gig, it was amazing. I can get you tickets for the Moonies while gasping for air and drinking the bottled water Kat handed me which was on the car.
We, Ah, they have a concert this month at the same venue. I'll give you free tickets if you want, their manager is a close friend of mine. Uhhhu!, that nachos and taco are, blehhhh!, Ali added cleaning her tongue with a tissue Kat also handed her (which is I think she took out of her hand bag) from the taste of sour vomit. Here drink this, Kat offering the bottle water again, but I didn't want to drink anymore, I didn't like it tasteless and want a Slurpy or something to clear off the spicy food and beer aftertaste.
Thanks, let's check out a place to crash here, maybe, go to a car wash too, I don't want my car to smell like puke when I take you home later, Ali said smiling and Kat agreed, then helped her up when they sat on the side of the road to check on the beautiful all lit New York City. Oh, good thing an inn is nearby, aha, Ali thought smiling like she had something in mind aside from washing her car. They parked in a motel near the gas station where a 24/7 car wash is available.