I'm curious to know what Lillian is up to and what she has in store for me if I see her and make love to her again, only, if I let her and agree to her every demand most especially when it comes to sex and relationships. A secret relation that only she and I knows. My God, I will burn in hell for this, not to mention me being a lesbian and doing all the things that LGBTQIA+ people do, to have fun, live life and trust my journey, every step of the way, as a straight or gay person, as a lesbian, trans or whatever you call yourself, even if that's in the third person like they, we, them, her, his, etc.
Lillian's confident unwavering stance overpowered me and my pride seemed to respect her likes and wants. I know it's wrong to like my stepdaughter more than my own child but a lover, my secret, my other woman, my literal, lover.
I didn't want to send Lillian a wrong notion that she will misinterpret such as me wanting to be with her or have sex with her. I just want her to think that the message I really wanted to convey is I want to spend time with her, to talk and just get to know her better as my future step daughter, and maybe sooner or later, my adopted daughter for real.
I didn't know Leila woke up and looking at me straight in the eyes, which were focused daunting at the ceiling somewhere up there. I got surprised when Leila spoke and told me that she loves me and that she needed to fly back to Canada and needed to work on some documents she left when she sold the house she rented and owned, there. She added that she'll be back in time for their engagement party next month. Leila continued that she'll be gone just for two weeks. I asked if she's asking for my permission or she's just telling me about her plans, which she immediately replied that she's asking me for my own opinion of it. I said, it's okay since it's important that she settles her concerns in Canada, so I let her go.
I didn't know that that was the most unforgettable and bad decision I made in my entire life, when I let her leave without assuring and confirming with her that she'll be back in no time. I was so wrong!
Lillian and I got close. I explained to her how I felt when she took advances on me and that it shouldn't happen again, ever. Since I am with her mom, I wanted to be faithful to her starting when Lillian and I had a one-night stand. I love Leila and however Lillian light me up when she's with me or when she's in the middle doing me, it's not the same with Leila. She is the one that makes my heart flutter and whenever we touch, I feel that electricity flowing from my veins all over my body.
I may have felt alive or full of libido when I'm with Lillian, Leila make me feel at ease and peaceful. She is my home and I never thought that I would see and be with her again. It's fascinating how life and destiny keeps you and your love apart and at the same time, helps you find your way back to your love's heart, once again. We grew closer and as two weeks went by, then another and another, Leila never called me nor sent me a text message, not even a voicemail which made me very worried. I contacted Lillian and she made sure that Leila got to the plane off to Canada. But Lillian never really went inside the terminal. She just waved goodbye to her mom and Lella disappeared after she held out her ticket at the reception area.
I waited for Leila and she never came back to me. I made myself super rich and owned almost half of California and New York City's business platforms in and out of the U.S., Asia and Europe.
I paid for investigators to look for her but to no luck, Leila went missing and it took me another five years to almost forget her and my love for her. She left me again broken-hearted and wanting. Now, with everything that I have done in the course of our relationship, I was never faithful and that pissed me off. I shouldn't been a better lover, friend and partner for her. Now that she is gone, how can I go on with my life, again?!
I was older than Leila, she was thirty-three and I was in my forties when we got back together. And now that I'm forty-five and she's thirty-eight, I hope that Leila has found her peace and true happiness in her life. I was a prick when I was with her. I just pray that God will give me another chance to make it up to her, for the past years that she loved me and been unfaithful to her then. I want to have an absolution from my past sins and her forgiveness all together.
God answered my prayer but in the most cruel and unexpected manner when Leila came back to New York, married to a business tycoon and Crypto currency / Forex / NFT magnate, who is a famous Influencer and Millionaire Mentor, Peter Tyrell. Pete is popular among the ladies and Leila had been married with him for five years. I didn't know what really happened but it knocked me off my feet and almost had a heart attack when I saw her on You Tube that one dreadful morning. Lillian and I just got engaged last winter and she is already busy preparing for our wedding since it's dated to happen this year before Christmas.
I didn't think Leila can marry someone she didn't know. It's a new trait that I didn't know about her and I hope we get the chance to meet again before my wedding. Lillian always had an open communication with her mom but when Leila went missing, we thought we totally lost her. So, when Lillian heard about Leila, alive and well, she took the liberty to get Peter Tyrell's number from her assistant and ordered to contact him to know what happened to her mom and all.
Leila had an accident when the plane that supposed to carry her and a couple of hundred passengers to Canada Airport. The plane had a technical malfunction on its flight mid-air and went crashing down New York land border crossings to Ontario before it ever got to Toronto Pearson International Airport. Peter was in between the borders sailing using his grey private cruise ship called Titan. He saw that the plane was supposed to land Toronto but had a malfunction and fell fast and deep into the sea. Peter called for help in the U.S. Navy and they recued several passengers who survived the tragic crash, including Leila, who had a severe head injury and lost her memory about Sasa, Lillian and her past.
Leila and Peter is about to join a ball in honor of all the business tycoons in the U.S. that includes Marissa.
Peter didn't know Leila's identity nor her name so he called her Joan, since she's brave and strong to have survived the crash. He also was surprised to see Joan's eyes and feet which are made of Bionic or iron. His doctors and scientists knew that Joan is a property of Marissa's company but he wanted to have no contacts nor relations with Sasa, since she is one of his fiercest competitors in the field of science and technology. Peter is owner of ships and tankers. He is the world's biggest supplier of wheat/grains, strawberries/fruits, corn and meat in Asia and Europe.
What is going to happen when Sasa finds out that Leila or Joan doesn't recognize her? The excitement is just about to start. Sasa might meet Leila (Joan) at the Titans Tycoon Ball. It is a formal event where the theme is in the Victorian Era just like in Crimson Peak. Sasa didn't want to go but Lillian persuaded her to attend the ball, though she herself is unable to join her fiancée, Sasa smiled and nodded. It wouldn't hurt if she had a good time there, I hope, but if not, then it'll be just another boring experience for me so that I won't regret and complain about it tomorrow, me talking to myself while Lillian is preparing the tub. Lillian was already calling for her but since she is busy thinking about what could and couldn't happen tomorrow night, Lillian is already beside her, skin illuminating from the lamp light we turned on for the night. I almost dropped my coffee and while fixing my gaze on my woman's smooth and beautiful skin, body, she is already all over and kissing me on the lips which I was caught off guarded but in a wonderful, sensual way.