I asked if she is okay with it, Leila said yes, so I continued and I heard her cry in vein, then, after a while she moaned and called my name and told me not to stop whatever I'm doing. I felt her emotion and her desires when I moved my fingers faster and faster. I want to feel her too so I asked her to do me. She wanted to make me feel the same so she moved to lick mine and ate it. I literally jumped and my soul almost leapt out my body and wanted to fly with awesome ecstasy. We licked each other's parts and did it until we were satisfied. We both groaned and moaned in hunger since we felt we both needed it. Leila was and wanted more of it. So we made love again and again until I could no longer feel mine and whenever I peed it hurt.
It was the best night of my life and the worst. I woke up the next morning with body aches and my privates numb and sore as hell. I was surprised that Leila was already up and helped dad in the cooking. Dad said that Leila should come and visit often so he and mom would get to know her. She is perfect and they like her for me. She is a good friend and Leila winked at me. Yup, Papa, she is indeed very good, in bed, Hehe! Well, that was just a though crossing my mind and could never disclose the experience to them not after twenty long years that told mama and papa about us.
About what Leila and I did and what we are or what is our true relationship which my parents already knew all along. They knew I was gay and that I loved Leila more than my life. They were heartbroken to hear that Leila and I broke up when they heard that she eloped with a guy and got pregnant. Then, news spread in our little town that she came back with her toddler and stayed in Milan until Lillian got bigger, older, and got a chance to meet her at the same exact store where Leila and I met before.
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Lillian was sitting at my porch and telling me her and her mom's story while drinking a cup of tea. She said that Leila didn't betray me nor was unfaithful. The man who she was with was the man who she met at a bar when we were 16. He was the same guy who she just met and wanted to have sex with her but she refused to. He raped her and made a pass when he knew that he got Leila pregnant. She was disowned by her mom but later forgave her and moved her back to Canada with her step dad. Leila tried to finish college while taking care of her baby Lillian. She used her last name for Lililan and while she worked at a diner, she goes to school at night. Her mom helped to care for her baby but her step dad didn't like it. Leila endured a stressed life living with her cruel step dad and weak mom.
But as soon as Lillian is ten years old and could take care of her own, Leila moved back to Milan and worked at the store for 10 years. She became a manager at the store and had a good life with Lillian. They had a good home but a simple life, yet, things got worse when Leila had an accident at work and was hit by fallen debris at a building construction site while walking to the store she was working at. The company of the said site offered a lump sum and gave Leila and Liilian the life they couldn't afford to live back in Canada. But Leila was left numb from waist down. Now she is using a wheelchair to be able to move for wherever she wanted to go and all. Lillian finished college and is working at a business firm in Milan. When she mentioned the name of the firm, Lei Con Industries, I was happy to disclose Lillian that the company she is working with now is one of my corporations which I named after her mom.
Lillian is so happy and told me she is blessed to have found me for Leila is in a state of depression. She is being taken cared of by a relative since her mom, Lillian's grandmother died a couple of years ago. Leila didn't take her death well, so she got upset and always caught in a bad and grumpy mood, throwing things around and crying all the time. She is in a pretty desperate situation and Lillian needed someone, like me, to help her mom, and be set free, from all her misery, guilt and unforgiveness. Lillian thought that maybe I could help her and her mom more than the doctors they paid for, combined. I tolf her that I would try to help her mom. I am not a doctor but someone who knew her before and I hope I could reach out to Leila like when she reached out for me before when we were in high school and I got bullied a lot, or when she reached out to me and told me that she liked me and loved me.
That she wanted to be with me or make love to me to feel me and be with me always. Always seemed long, tedious and boring. But with Leila it seemed easy, fun and reckless. But now, after hearing Lillian and how she tells me about the new Leila I should've known and accepted, my best friend and my best girl is the most caring, responsible and smart girl in the world. She isn't unfaithful. She loved me with all her heart and maybe she moved away because she was ashamed to let me see her in that pitiful state. But if she could've just told me the truth, I could've tried to help her.