Randy
I was in a big box chain when I saw her. She looks just like mother, following her out of the store. She turned around; I called her momma. She is perfect, just like mother. Walking fast, wanting to get to her. I wanted to grab and put her in Sally's car. Wanting to take her back to Staples with me. Where I can have her for my own. I could have mother back. We could build the life mother and I have always wanted. She walked up to some guy. It pissed me off. All I saw was red. She walked beside him. I wanted to kill this bastard. They went back into the store. Left feeling lost again, like I have lost mother all over again. I went to Sally's and got my stuff and left. I will come back soon to get the woman from the store. Heading to the airport to get a new ticket. I message my brother, telling him I am coming back tonight. I told him that everything ended sooner than they thought. He just said he will be there to pick me up. After boarding and going through all the crap they always have too, we were off. I will stay the night with my brother, then go back home in the morning. Before all the idiots get on the road. After landing, went to get my bags and met my brother. He kept asking me questions. I answered them. My mind kept going back to the woman at the store. "Randy are you ok?" "Yeah. I met someone. I was just thinking about her." Really, man? It is about time." "Yeah, I really like her." I am happy for you, little bro."
"thanks." The rest of the car ride was quiet. We arrived at his house and went in. Both going straight to bed. I told Dave that I will go home before the boys get up. He understood. I gave him some candy to give them. Falling on to the bed, falling asleep fast from thinking of the woman from the store.
Waking up early, too early. I took my phone and opened it, going on to bingo. Going to the slot rooms. I went into the room called The Wizard. There was a whore there, acting like everyone was her man. I looked at her picture. She was dressed like a slut.
Chat:
Randy: Good luck everyone
Dolly: Hey Sweetie. How are you?
I got a friend request from her, accepting it. She is a whore, just like the others.
Randy: I'm good. How are you?
Dolly: Doing better now that you are here.
Randy: Can I get your chat address?
She is stupid. She gave it to me in front of all these people.
Lacy: Don't be stupid Dolly.
Dolly: Mind your own business.
Dolly: Randy, do you want to chat somewhere else?
Randy: Sure honey.
Lacy: Don't do it.
Leaving the bingo room, and went in to foogle chat.
Dolly: Hey sexy. What are you doing?
Randy: Not much. Just staying at my brother's. I am going back home in a few hours couldn't sleep.
Dolly: Wish I was there with you. I could help you sleep. (kissing face)
Randy: I bet you could.
After a long time of stupid emojis, I told her I had to go so I could head home. After saying bye to my brother, I was on my way home. Having two more days off is going to be good for me. I will try to get Dolly to tell me where she lives and go see her. She needs to go. This world does not need whores like her. Getting home at six in the morning, going into the house. Getting my stuff out of the bags and getting everything cleaned up better and getting my clothes into the wash. Going into the bedroom, flopping on the bed. Wanting to go back to sleep, wanting to dream of mother. Tossing and turning in bed, all I kept thinking about was the woman from the store in Iowa. She needs me, just like mother needed me. I let her down. That man could have done that cart shit by himself and not letting that helpless angel do it. Picking up the phone and turning it on, I typed in Britt, Iowa. There, staring me in the face, was a picture of Sally. That was fast, too fast. How did they find her so soon? Reading the article, it said that her mother found her, and that Sally wanted her mother to meet her new boyfriend. But no names were given. That whore told her mother to come and meet me and didn't even tell me. It's a good thing that I left when I did then. Reading on, it said that they could not find Sally's car. Good thing I know how to clean up after myself. They will never know that it is me. I don't live there and soon neither will the woman from the store. Knowing that she works there. I thought she was shopping. But I know she works there after she helped with that old fart. Shutting off the phone and laying on my back, looking at the ceiling. Drifting off to sleep.
Dream:
"Randy, where are you? I can't find you." Running down a dark alley looking for her, the woman that needs me. The woman that looks just like mother. "Randy, I need you!" "Where are you? I can't see you." "Randy, help me." "I'm coming; I will find you." Opening a door, there she is dressed all in a white wedding dress. Just like the one mother wanted. Walking up to her. "Randy, I want to be your wife and have your child." "You are my wife. You will always be with me. I will give you as many children as you want."
Waking up from the sun shining on my face. Pissed, I was pissed. I had her; she was going to be my wife forever. I need her; she needs me. She needs me to put a baby in her. Maybe I should go back and get her.