~~ASHER~~
I just watched every Mira's steps as he run away from me. Every step he takes, it's equivalent to a thorn which stings my heart.
I know what I've done to him, brought him the pain which is I know that he still bears and keeps suprassing.
But,
did he know that he is not the only one?
I'm also sufferring. The misery that I felt when I left that day nearly kills me since I know that, that decision of mine will broke Mira.
Well,
sadly,
he didn't know and will never know.
However, now that I am back. I will surely do whatever I can to get Mira's forgiveness and win him back.
And now,
I,
The ever lasting handsome of our Tennis group, Blazing Storm, Asher Black, the captain. Promise you, Mira, that I'll do anything within my power, to get you back in my arms and this time, I will never let go.
~~MIRA~~
It is too obvious that Mira's avoiding Asher every time he see's him. In school, on his way home, his text or calls, or in any form of social medias, but, unfortunately, not on the court.
"MOVE. MOVE. MOVE!!!" Asher yelled as he keeps urging us to move faster as we're currently running around the court, doing our routine lap before we start our practice matches with each other. In this time, I'm a little bit tired as I came home late yesterday because my boss, as usual, keep me for overtime with of course a big bonus so I couldn't refuse him.
"Hey Mira, you seriously avoided our captain huh?" Kennedy asked me suddenly while he smirked, teasing me, which make me irritated.
"Shut it!!!" I just replied with a growl, I don't want to talk about it.
"Hmmm, just accept the fact that his here now." Arrow sincerely advices me which makes me rolled my eyes.
'Yah, as if I can just accept it.' I thought.
"And you MOVE on." Troy continued, highlighting the word 'move'.
"Leave me alone." I yelled to them because I'm getting impatient and becoming annoyed now. I just I hate talking about him, while would this people woudn't understand.
"The way you act right now just proves that you still have some feeling for our captain, just accept that fact." Andrei said while grinning.
"I've already MOVED on okay? MOVED, past tense. So, just shut your fucking mouth up. Okay?" I snap at them, now I'm angry, so I couldn't stop my self into cursing. But as I realize what I've just said a while ago, I feel guilty. I didn't mean what I've said, I really regreted it.
"Relax okay?" Tony said at me hoping that he can make me calm down. Then it did, I calmed down, well partly. Because aside from the regret and guiltyness that I've felt, the realization of shouting and getting angry to them for some reason that they didn't do made me hate my self even more.
"I... I'm so sorry. I was just. .. . I was just... I just didn't want to talk about him. " I said apologetically to them.
"It's okay, we know that you didn't mean it. But you know, not accepting the fact will only hurt you even more. "Kennedy said to me with his soft voice.
I didn't answer him because I know that his right.
Meanwhile, a shout interrupted them which gets their attention.
"ALL OF YOU!! STOP TALKING AND RUN FASTER." Our captain ordered to us. So we immediately drop the matter and focus on what's going on.
~~ASHER~~
I was quiet annoyed to the point of anger when I saw that Mira's talking to our team mates. Yeah right, anger. I know his avoiding me, but I can't let that happen for too long. So, I need to do something and do it sooner before it's too late.
"EVERYONE, STOP AND REST!!! "I shout at them so they can hear me loud and clear.
"YES!!!!!" They shouted back. Except Mira of course, he just smiled. And my fucking heart beats so fast because of that fucking smile of his.
'Calm down heart' I said silently.
"Go get your own rockets, were going to have a practice match between you guys today. And YOU Mira, come with me. "I command at them while I cross my arms. After I said that, they immediately all go to our locker room, except Mira.
"What do you want me to do captain? "Mira ask me using his cold voice.
"Follow me. "I just command at him trying to not mind his cold voice.