I have a good sleep, last night I work hard for 3 days and can't have good sleep in the company. I don't remember when last time I see the sun. Go work before the sun rises and back when late at night every day. So much tired.
After being in a slave company for years with no boyfriend in my life. I am already 48 old age with no family, I don't want a job anymore at this age. That's why I quit yesterday.
No
The truth is, I got kicked out of the company because of my old age. If everyone doesn't know me, they will think that I was only 30 or early 40 age with my young face.
I am not sad,
Always think positive, besides it Started a brand new life in my Peaceful life. No more work overtime, no more superior, or no more sleep in the company.
This time I truly have freedom.
That's what I thought until I Woke up the next day I was in bed in the hospital. I looked at my life through a glass window in my room.
My face looks young almost age 9 or 10 years old. Long brown hair with brown eyes, and a small nose on my face with a cherry mouth color. I can tell myself am a pretty young lady but not an acute type of girl, it is more than an elegant and noble young lady. That's for sure.
This type of beauty will most likely be seen in rich families. I will not believe I was a rich girl if I don't have this memory of girls.
This girl was a character that I chose before. I on a comic book story, and this girl was the second female lead in the story. If I am not mistaken, this world was based on the comic 'love only You' the theme of a high school life love story.
When Female lead is a scholarship student fall in love with Male Lead, who's a prince of high school. Is a Love story between a poor woman and a rich man.
I remember. before I sleep, I play some games first and got some messages in website ads. It says.
(congratulations, you got the choice of Reincarnation to the world of the comic 'love only You' which character that's you wish to transfer)
I thought is spam or a scammer, I ignored it, but it still pop up on my screen. And I had no choice but to play a little bit on it. Never thought it was real.
Now, what should I do?
This girl or not it was me.
On this day I was Hanami Yurika the rich girl and the Twins of Hanami Yumiko. She is a real second female lead in the story. Because her death brings painful memories for Male lead to accept Female lead.
Even we are twins, there don't have similar faces or personalities. Their taste in man is also different. Like her sister, Yumiko was in love with Male Lead. But little sister Yurika was love second Male Lead.
The problem is second Male Lead loves her sister Yumiko. That's why she hated her sister. to Yurika, the death of her sister was happy news and also sad News to her. Even though she hates her sister, she never tells everyone about that. Mostly at second Male lead. She never shows it on her face.
That way, Yurika continues to use her sister as a reason to get closer to the second Male lead. Yurika is also good at action pitiful and weak on another face. She will never show her bad face to others. with her good acting skill, she wins a lot of people's hearts in school and gets the nickname goddess school.
When I read this story, I am a little bit of pity for her. Her love never comes true, why do you think. Second Male lead still doesn't love her after her sister died.
She continues to work hard to make the second Male lead love her, even though she knows that's second Male lead loves the Female lead. But, she doesn't care she knows that's female lead love Male lead.
Though, Yurika is the second female lead. She never does bad things to female lead, that's why she does not look like a villainess in this story. It's just she doesn't like how Female lead reacts, who's always asking for help for second Male lead. What's more, second Male lead never refuses her help.
In the end, Yurika still doesn't get together with the second Male lead. Because the second Male lead died to save female land. At that time, Yurika was already given up on love, and though it is painful to move on. But, she still cries and doesn't hate the female lead, when she hears he died to save her.
Her story was quite sad. Still, that was in the future. Now that I have reborn it, I want to fill my life with fun things and happy memories. Besides, is not that I fell in love second Male lead again. Even, though I fall in love, My ending is not that's bad. Like, get killed or something about lost myself.
I don't need to worry.
Wait
I need to worry, I know that I was in hospital but how did I get here. I do remember that I just fainted when I meet someone. But who's, My memory is dizzy.
Thinking too much will never get an answer. I just wait for someone in my family to come, then I can ask about the reason I am here.
I just wish in this life my life will be peaceful, relaxed, and full of happy memories. So I am proud of myself and tell myself that's myself is still have a meaning in life.
I can't help to think of my past life, which was full only of work when I woke up and sleep. I don't have much time for myself.
I once thoughts to kill myself every time I saw a high place. But I don't dare to do it, All I did was cry all night and remember it in the deepest in my heart.