questions where's popping up in my mind unlimitedly I can't even sleep because of the morning incidence
"I am going to marry Isabella"
blushes it was like I become a teenager who's crush will propose her I mean seriously! man! I cover my face with pillow I was literally thinking about Andrew like
does he noticed something? or does he also likes me? will he thinks I am crazy? will he stops playing around? will he loves me!!!!
my thoughts crossing the line of my mind.... when it's comes to Andrew I become a different person living myself behind I puts some line like I shouldn't cross it. if I did I wouldn't be by Andrew side till now
making myself perfect to be with him but sometimes a thought that what will I do if I become perfect for him he didn't notice my feeling until now will he still look at me?
as time was passing my feeling are feed away from me now I don't even know now what I feel for him
"what is this feeling then??" making a small pout I was thinking in air a sudden knock on my room door I sit up and asked
"yes please come in"
the door opened and it was none other then Andrew
"Hey....." he said in a low voice
"what's happening" I said calmly he flinch by my question and look at me in surprise I sighed because I understand why did he come here "come here sit with me Andrew I am going to punish you" I smiled and also can't stope but to found it cute
'look at him coming all the way here just to get scolded...but tell you truth I was quite angry and surprise in the morning now that he is acting all cute here how can I be angry'
taking one step to another step he comes to me but he didn't sit beside me inside he sit on the floor while Leans his forehead on my lap of course it was new to me but it was weird this time like
'butterflies in my stomach' something like that
"I am sorry"
"about....?" I tittle my head 'even if he act cute he should know his mistakes'
he looked up to me finally "about morning....and about mine my father's behavior" he said with puppy eyes
I sighed "it's ok"
"did! you forgive me!" he jump up
"yes~yes~" I said with grin"but what about the marriage you said" I glare at him
"I am serious" he said while looking into my eyes
I was quite surprised "w-why .....why me??" The corner of my lips twitched to ask
"because of my mother" he said with a better smile on his face
"because of auntie?"
"mother's last wish .... remember?"
"ho?!" so you're marrying me because of auntie not because of ...
'forgot it.... it's won't work either way' I sighed at myself
"Andrew....I want time.. time to think about this...you see about marriage it's a big step to me so"
"why....do you have someone"
I was just looking down I didn't see his face "no.... it's not like that but this matter is serious to me and it's about my life and of course it's about you! yourself also and I don't want to play....I want a happy lovely and healthy marriage life not an forced marriage...I hope you understand and give time to me-" as I said I look up to him
like the hell his face become darken and his eyes expressionless colder for a moment I thought I just saw a different person
"Andrew!!!"I said in a low voice
he massaged his forehead while a sigh escape from his mouth "do as you wish"
"yes.... thank you"I smiled sweetly
"yes... it's for us! after all" he smiled back to me as he use to "then I will be leaving I have some work" he said while looking at his watch
"yes! take care"
he nod I was looking at his back 'i think I am seeing things...' I sighed
"there's no way he will look at me like that"
but who knows???
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"you should take as much time as you want but you should say yes~ to me my love bella"
he look at the house while leaving
"after all I am also tired of this acting cut now you didn't see my possessiveness" witha smirk on his face he leaves by the car