I see the birds chirping in the morning and my brother going to school early in the morning, while I was still in my bed. I felt the fear of being alone at school. Nerds spent their time inside books whereas attractive queens spend time talking about parties, vacations, and makeup. Being the fool who is used to being surrounded by students and popular queens, I never thought I'd end up like this.
The fear of being alone increased day by day and when people asked about me was the time I felt stupid for not enjoying the life I had and stayed at home like a fool. Being questioned daily by family and friends was the worst nightmare that came to life. Social anxiety, fever, out of town were the worst excuses that came to my mind at the moment. Luckily I associate with dumb people who believe things blindly while this 15-year-old freak lied. I felt so embarrassed and sad for not being able, to tell the truth, but I had a foolish gut feeling which made me think that there is nobody in the world who truly cares about me and that the last few days of my school life will be hectic.