I used to spent lots of tine with my aunt and uncle.
They're so caring toward me, I love them so much.
I've never thought of them as my adopting parents,they both mean so much to me.
But now we became strangers.They both ran a stationery shop near a school and spent full day in there, while I'm alone at home.I resent them a lot.They gave me a bunch of emotional trauma in my life.
Whenever I did small mistakes,they insulted and whooped me badly.They always thought me as a useless and I become a burden to them.Being a typical Indian parent, they're very strict with me and never care about my feelings.
One such day my aunt said to that , " If you were my child ,you would do better work.You' re such a useless to me.I regrets adopting you."
This words broked my heart into pieces and that moment onwards I felt suffocating when I'm with them.I felt insecure and uncomfortable being around them.I had noone to share my pain and sufferings.My aunt every single day scold me without any reason.She emotionally broked me and my courage.I had always tried my best to please them.
Life becomes so hard .I felt no hope in living anymore.I had noone to rely on.I used to cry every single night without anyone knowing.Gradually I accept my situation and understand the reality and decided to go on with my life.They had no idea what I went through because of them till now.
My heart aches whenever I think of their treatment toward me.As a child, I want them to appreciate and accept me just the way I am.But it never happened.Because of them I have a huge scar in my heart.