I received a forceful slap from my aunt, who had taken care of me since my mother died.
Tears began to flow into my eyes.
I don't know what else I did wrong because I obeyed all his commands.
"Ash Rose belle! Aren't you really listening to me, I told you not to come out!" he shouted angrily at me?
I just went out because the cats on the side of the house were pitiful. I just fed them, so I went out.
Furthermore, I wanted to explain, but I couldn't tell her.
"Don't stare at me like that! I'll pluck out your eyes! Son of a demon." annoyed he said then quickly left.
Actually, even I feared my eyes, they were red like the red roses in the garden I was caring for.
My mother named me Rose belle because of the red pink color of my eyes.
Occasionally when I stare badly, they say they seem to be glowing.
I stood up to fix myself,
I looked in the mirror to see myself,
I have red eyes,
My aunt said they didn't have the genes of having red eyes, maybe I got it from my father. But since I was born, I have not seen or known my father.
At least its shadow is gone.
At the age of 25 I was just staying inside my aunt's house, I was scared, I was afraid to be judged by the people around me.
Since childhood, I have heard disgust, fear, ridicule, and contempt from those who see my eyes.
Why? Why me yet? Why are my eyes red? Am I really a child of the devil?
I'm getting tired of sitting up.
Because of the force of my aunt's slap on me, her palm was red and scratched my face.
I have smooth, white skin,
has a sharp nose, narrow eyes, red lips, and a round face.
I don't know, but even my gray hair is weird.
Who would really like me?
My aunt re -entered the quarry with a raised eyebrow.
SHe threw an empty suitcase.
"Pack all your belongings and get out of my house!" when she orders that, my world seems to have collapsed.
"Auntie, have mercy on me, I have nowhere else to go, please forgive me and don't drive me away." I beg her
It was as if she were deaf and couldn't wait, she was the one who packed my clothes.
"Rose belle! You're ashamed, you're 20 years in my house. What do you want to do with your life? You're not seeking employment, my job is over because you grew up well." she said, then pushed my suitcase out the door and then pointed outside.
"Go away" it said calmly.
Using the cloak she had given me then, I wrapped it around my face and hid myself.
"Auntie thank you very much" when I said goodbye to her just after I came out of the door she closed it.
I have nowhere else to go.
I also have no friends.
Not only that, but I have a diploma graduated and have high grades.
Likewise, I study online, but I haven't experienced socializing with others because I'm scared.
Fortunately, I was able to save somehow because of the ones I played online and the ones I taught online with their assignments.
I just want a simple life, but why can't I get that?
With the money, I saved, I paid for it to be able to rent a house that was just the right size for me.
Mandy is coming, aunt Anne's daughter, can she drive me away? It's embarrassing that I lived with them for 20 years.
It's going to be 10 at night, I don't know if it's right for the woman to come out at this time, but I think there's probably nothing crazy in this place.
I walk to the convenience store,
I ate the instant noodles on my side where I could see the road,
Some are still walking.
There was a man next to me, and he was also eating the same thing I was eating.
I haven't ignored it yet.
It was cold inside the store,, so I removed the cloak that was placed on my head while eating because of the obstruction.
From the corner of my eye, the man stopped eating and stared into the mirror and was stunned by the shadow of his face on the broken glass.
I looked at him, but his expression seemed very calm as he stared at me.
I was swallowed up in fear because of what his reaction would be.
"Aren't you going to eat?" when he asks. I was dumbfounded by his question and could not answer immediately.
"Huh?" I answered confused.
It stood up and someone took it out of the refrigerator and paid at the counter.
It sat down next to me again, then handed me a chocolate drink.
"For you" he said then stood up and took his food.
It looks like it's done eating.
It came out of the store then walked away and left me stunned behind the man walking away. I stood up to fix myself,
I looked in the mirror to see myself,
I have red eyes,
My aunt said they didn't have the genes of having red eyes, maybe I got it from my father. But since I was born, I have not seen or known my father.
At least its shadow is gone.
Leaving me speechless, I quickly adjusted my cloak and swallowed one after another.
Isn't he scared of me?
It's impossible that he didn't see the fullness of my face? Is it impossible that he was just kind or merciful to me?
I don't know, but my heart is full of joy, as if it is overflowing with joy.
I hope everyone who sees me is like him. Furthermore, I am not afraid or staring into my eyes. Not only that, but I stood up to go out and took the chocolate drink the man had given me.
Likewise, I opened it and drank.
Likewise, I don't think everyone is as judgmental as others.
Likewise, I fell asleep with a smile on my face.
Hopefully, tomorrow I will meet someone like the man. I'm going to look for a job tomorrow because I'm sure I'll run out of everything I've saved next week.