I've thought about everything and it was impossible to think straight. I had fallen asleep just minutes after ascending on the bed, the way I felt was just so uncomfortable for most of the night, which is what is kind of awkward, but then, I dared to have some rest, that is what is now important, in fact, the most important thing right now.
It was about seven a.m. when I woke up from bed because I heard the door squeak open. For a long time, I couldn't consider the fact that things weren't going on the way I planned, it was kind of even kind of difficult to remember what was happening. Everything I was faced with is just an empty room, it was blank, and the fact that I could barely remember where I am or what I am doing here, I decided to sit on the bed, and then, I noticed the nurse that had just walked into the room.