"I guess there are worse things than dying, he used me, so I did the same to him." she thought to herself.
Who knew revenge in this form would feel so good. As she sat there, she thought only of the future, planning her wedding , focusing on her future, with her amazing man. She just sat there stared at him, sitting across the table. Everyone talking and laughing. She was too happy. Too happy to even focus on anything else. Finally someone she could give her all without worrying about 'What if'. She was Finally complete. This is her new beginning, everything she prayed for. This was it. Right when she was ready to give up. God gave her everything she asked for, everything she needed. Everything she deserved.
Cilest, her friend, her maid of honor , helped her to plan an amazing wedding. Nothing too big she said, because she didn't have much family or friends. Cilest did most of the planning, Sarah just prepared herself for anything, everyone knew how extra Cilest can be, but they all loved her for her. Sarah was in for the different, she liked things that wasn't as common, and so will her wedding be. The dress she wanted was to die for. A yacht wedding, riding into the sunset. Now that was a dream to fulfill. For months they planned, thru traveled, they shopped, they had fun.
"Cilest, please do not go over board or over budget."
"Girl be quiet and let me work my magic."
One day, she got a strange message,...
"Do not marry him. "
She didn't reply, she ignored it as she knew who it was from. She blocked the number and went about her business. Maybe Nathaniel will be a good man for someone else, she hoped. Just maybe. But as for her Ryan was for her.
Ryan and Sarah had dinner , to discuss their wedding.
"Sarah tell me, what do I do for you?"
"I am happy, you make me happy, you fill me with joy, because of you I have peace, I have my sanity, I know love. I can't see you without me, as we complete each other. You are my best friend, my inspiration, my motivation, my everything, I thank God for you always. Thank you for being there. So Ryan what do I do for you?"
"Sarah, you are my world, id go to the end of this earth to see you happy, you complete me, you taught me how to be a man. How to be the man you need. You gave me hope, to go on and find love. You showed me there are women who can change a man. To made me into who I am today. You made me stronger and that is why I want to spend the rest of my life with u. You aren't perfect , but you are perfect for me."
They both smiled at each other as they held hands across the table and shared a special moment. Leaned in and kissed each other.
"I love you." said Ryan
"And I love you." replied Sarah
The wedding was in 2 months, and they couldn't wait. After 6 months of waiting, They were dying to actually have each other. They wanted it to be special, not like its always been before.
The night of the Bachelor and Bachelorette party, Cilest planned something great for Sarah just as Simon did for Ryan. The two were in for a treat. Cilest too the girls on a joy ride around town, in a limo, drinking and having a blast, mean while the boys were hitting the club. After the limo drive, they went to the hotel room, where she was greeted by one of God's sexiest creations, dressed as a police man. As she opened the door, he entered, cuffed her, sat her on the bed and started to dance for her. Funny enough, Ryan had something similar, a little different but ...
They had a blast, who knew they'd have this much fun on the night before their wedding, but they both did. The next day they got up, a bit hungover but it wasn't too bad. Went for breakfast and slept until it was time to get ready for the ceremony.
She got dressed up, the most beautiful bride you'd ever see. Everything was perfect, her makeup, her hair, her dress, her shoes. It was all she dreamed of or more. They all sat in that limo and drove to the dock to get on the yacht that day. As they got there, So did Ryan and so did Nathaniel. Apparently he didn't leave, he was still around following their every move. To their surprise.
"You are beautiful, Sarah, I only came to tell u that, I messed up, and I'm sorry, and I deserve this, everything u did you did to me. I wish you nothing but happiness. " he said as he walked away.
"Thank you Nathaniel. "
Ryan walked over to her, held her hand, the maid of honor, brides maids and best men followed behind, then guests as they boarded the yacht. She had the brightest smile on her face. She was in a new phase and having the time of her life. They had their ceremony, said their vows, Ryan kissed his bride, placed their rings and sealed the deal .
"Who needs a long vow, I pledge my loyalty, my faithfulness, my everything to you for the rest of my life, Sarah."
"And I, the same, Ryan. "
They already knew how they felt about each other because they vowed every chance they got. After the ceremony, everyone got changed, and the after party began. food, drinks, shots after shots. After about 30 minutes the two slipped away from the party and went to the room beneath. It was the most decorated room, just to have sex in. Cilest really over did this party. As they entered Sarah noticed an envelope on the bed. Inside was a letter .
'Dear Sarah,
You are an amazing person and I'm happy the day you entered Ryan's life and mine. I am happy I've had the pleasure to know someone like you. I know you think I over did it here but I didn't, all this was for good luck. So good luck and go make babies now. '
Where will one find better friends than that . Having friends with great sense of humor who always wants to see you happy, is something rare in today's world. They were surrounded by love and thats how they knew their married would hold. A couple that prays together, stays together.
He walks over to her, started kissing on her , unzipped her dress, run his hands through her hair, picked her up, laid her on the bed. She watched him undressed, he continued to caress her body, kissing her feet, her thighs, up to her navel, her breast, neck then her lips. Then back down to her thighs, as she moans, he proceeded to perform oral sex on her. After she climaxed and did him. Then he leaned her up facing the wall, as he entered her from behind. He made love to her that night, so many different ways, she was drained by the time he got done. They just laid there, lifeless. as he cuddled her. A few hours after the boar docked and they had to now catch a flight for their honeymoon. As they headed to Paris, flying first class, they hit it off once more. It was as if, they couldn't stop doing it. They were already in love so this time around she wouldn't fall for the sex . She already knew him, he already knew her. Their honeymoon was consisted of nothing but sex and exploring. What more to do though. Especially being in a foreign country, they were going to be doing it everywhere. Which was good for the two. After the honey moon. back to work. Her business was growing and she was still at the hospital and working with Cilest.
Only two months after she wasn't feeling well, went to do a pregnancy test and it was positive. Ryan was super happy and so was everyone else. Ryan was ready to tell her to go home and stopped working but it wasn't like her jobs consisted of any heavy duty work so it was okay for her to work until she was close to having the baby. It was an amazing few months, Ryan was always buying her stuff, whether for the baby or for her . This man was overly excited, it annoyed her. In a good way. They bought a home. moved in fully together, decorated the baby's room. had there gender reveal party, their photo shoot and all. She was the most beautiful pregnant woman ever seen. She had a beautiful little girl. Looked just like her. The two took time off from work, to be together with their new born. That baby brought them even more happiness. As they said IT TAKES A VILLAGE , so all their family and friends were there with them every step of the way. Thank God she got her happily ever after. Just as she deserved.
We all know, no one is perfect but we all deserve to find that one person who's worth fighting for. that one person we can accept their flaws and make it work. We can't expect people to be everything we want. They will lack in something. It's up to us to decide if we can live with that, it's up to them to decide if you are worth changing anything for. Life is amazing and we tend to spend too much time looking for perfection instead of realness and that is where we often go wrong. So its okay to find your not so perfect person and be perfect together. That's what Ryan and Sarah did and look at where they are today. A beautiful family, they both dreamt of. It took some time but eventually they got where they always wanted to be.
"The best revenge is to elevate on those who did u wrong. that's how I found happiness and THE WOMAN IN ME."