BLAME!! That word is another bad word itself, when one feels pained or feel defeated, we don't wanna take the pain or the fault on ourselves so we put it on someone else just to feel okay, to feel like we are not that bad we can have the peace in our heart but in my case, I still feel the guilt in me, I remember vividly that, I made him sleep with me.
Flashback...
we have been programmed like we were controlled or my words touched her, she kissed me and I held her ass as we kiss, her hands flew across my neck, I always love to go kiss her, it's like I don't get enough of her lips, from the kissing, I pulled her hoodies off and she off my shorts leaving me with my boxer only,
I laid her on the bed as I could see her total beauty. She was endowed, she just covered up her endowed body with her suit.