Things haven't been this perfect even when I thought 'perfect'was the definition of my life back then. I have been smiling more and my mind seems to be a little more settled on the solid foundation that 'perfect' is achievable.
One thing was certain, I have my family to myself and there was nothing that could take that away from me. We were stronger than before and that joy remains everlasting within me.
This evening wasn't so different aside from. The fact that Richard hadn't called me for two days now and even when I tried to reach him, he was unavailable. I wanted to go to his dad's place so bad, I wanted to find him so bad but the fact that the place could be a source for the paparazzi made me stay with my patience.
"He'd call and be back soon," I said to myself, a way of encouraging myself to smile and be expectant.