Someone to laugh with and it would be nice
we have a nice chat my heart gloomy and my shoulders slump I go into the living room with patches I curl up on the couch watching a movie.
the seconds once playing tag with its minutes has now lost it's breathe and has become the hare chasing after it's tortoise.
5 hours before my stream.
my eyes catch sight to my hats I think about trying some on playing with them, so I go over to investigation and I pick out some.
I play around with the gentle fabric before putting my hat on and I look in the mirror. it's fun for a little while but then I realize I'm not having fun at all; in fact I'm really lonely. my heart aches at the thought as no one is there to tell me if I look okay or not.
sitting down in my chair I find my walls to be yelling at me reason and my room is rather empty and dim.
I have no joy laughter sunshine in my life. I struggle in participating in the event in turning my PC computer.
I start streaming and I glance at my followers all coming in. "hey guys." patches, my stress reliever, in my lap, I play a few events here in there.
at least I have patches.