Dirgan just chuckled seeing Alysa's awkwardness, even the girl looked very resigned in front of the man now. Dirgan started to hold the girl's hand which was already a little sweaty from nervousness.
"You've never been in a relationship?" asked the man while holding his face.
The girl just nodded, she still didn't dare to open her eyes even her breathing was still irregular. Dirgan wider his smile, this is the first time the man found a woman as innocent as this.
"Open your eyes, I won't be like you, especially in a library like this,"
This time the man was really satisfied to see Alysa's behavior. The girl started to open her eyes, Dirgan was still in front of her. Alysa was very ashamed of herself, how could she think that Dirgan would take her First Kiss, even though the girl knew that Dirgan was a man, how could Firgan like Alysa in the near future.
The girl covered her face with one of the books she took from the bookshelf that she had been leaning on, then left with a feeling of shame that could not be contained anymore. He came out of the library and found Karin, Alysa's friend, confused by Alysa's slightly strange behavior with a red face. He immediately pulled Karin to go with him leaving the library.
Throughout the rest of her study hours today, Alysa was not very focused on what was explained. Even when he was in an organization meeting, he really couldn't get the incident out of the way with Dirgan in his mind, he just daydreams after it happened.
The student council meeting was over, everyone left the hall including Dirgan, only Raka and Alysa were still there. Raka began to approach the girl and questioned her attitude at the meeting a little differently.
But Alysa didn't tell Raka the whole incident, she was afraid that Karin's words were true where there was a possibility that Raka liked her, maybe something bad would happen if Raka knew about it.
The girl is now in the parking lot to hurry home wearing her motorbike, she saw Dirgan coming home past her, there was no word from the man and Alysa could only stare strangely from behind, how could the man act normal while the girl was filled with shame and a broken heart. not controlled.
He started his motorbike slowly while enjoying the fresh air and letting himself breathe easy, eliminating the strange thoughts that had been bothering him. The girl plans to go to a cafe to meet Widi, ask for some student council documents that she needs for the event later and chat with him a little.
The sky began to cloud a little and the sound of gledek began to be heard. This time he started to tighten the gas a little, he wanted to get to the cafe before the rain arrived but to no avail, the girl was caught in the rain in the middle of the road. He could have broken through the rain but it was impossible for him to get to the cafe soaking wet.
He had been taking shelter for 15 minutes but there was no sign that the rain would stop, instead it was getting heavier, the clothes he was wearing were starting to get wet because of the heavy rain.
Alyssa :
Wid, I think it's raining late here, if in about 30 minutes I don't come, you just go home, I'll just go to your house.
Finished sending a message to Widi, the girl waited again by hugging her knees. His body was already cold and there was no jacket that Alysa brought. Now the girl's body is getting weaker, she can only lean herself against the back wall.
From a distance came the sound of a motorbike that seemed like he was going to take shelter as well as himself. The man wearing the hoodie looked cold, with all his strength he tried to approach him, his face was not visible because it was covered by the mask he was wearing.
"You are cold?" Alyssa asked.
But the man just looked at him, without thinking the girl pulled him to sit, he rubbed his hands and the man's hands and then he blew. It is said that this trick helps a little to relieve the cold.
The man's eyes once met Alysa, I don't know where but the girl was sure she had met him. Now the rain had stopped and they were still sitting together without a word. The man started to stand up, maybe he was going to leave but Alysa was still sitting in the same place until the rain stopped.
Not long after the man left, he came back again. This time he brought the girl a t-shirt and jacket to wear.
"I know you're cold, take it," said the man and returned to his motorbike.
"Wait, but how do I use it?"
The man got back from his motorbike, he blocked the girl from being seen, because her strong body made the girl covered by him. Alysa started to change clothes, actually she was embarrassed but this is one way for Alysa to stay strong until she gets home, because the girl has a cold allergy, where she could faint if the cold is very strong.
The man didn't even look back to take a peek at her, Alysa was very lucky because now she had calmed down a bit.
"Thank you," Alysa said with a sweet smile. The man just nodded and went back to his motorbike.
"Hey what's your name?" Alyssa asked.
The man instead of answering just pointed at his own jacket pocket and left Alysa alone.
There is a piece of paper that says..
From me, people who love you. R.
"What was it, Raka? But why is it different?" The girl asked herself.
Now that Alysa was at home, she immediately went to her room and lay down on the bed. He pulled the blanket and tried to sleep.
Mama Alena approached Alysa who was trying to sleep and brought warm milk and chicken porridge, not forgetting that she also brought Alysa vitamins to stabilize her body.
"Honey, eat first so you don't get sick,"
Alysa opened her eyes and changed her position to sit on the bed, she ate a little bit of porridge brought by Alena's mother.
"Take the medicine with the milk, okay?"
"Ma, Alysa want to talk, can I?"
"Yes, why do you want?"
Alysa told how Raka and Dirgan had treated her, she began to ask what their real intentions were for Alysa.
Mama Alena told the girl that Raka's attitude clearly liked her, it just took a little more time for the man to say his feelings, but for Dirgan's attitude, that was not necessarily.
Dirgan could be just a little ignorant to Alysa and just kidding. Mama Alena also explained that Alysa had to be careful with Raka's attitude, that the attitude of a man who immediately opened up and then treated him very excessively could also be the one who would cause the deepest wounds and could do things that are beyond reason.
However, for Dirgan, Mama Alena only gave a message, if Dirgan likes him later, don't waste it, because a man like Firgan is a typical person who loves secretly. Once you're disappointed, it's hard to come back.
Now Alysa slightly understands how she should behave in the future, because honestly the girl is confused. This is the first time Alysa is faced with a situation and feeling like this.
"Now Mama ask, who do you like?"
The girl was silent. Until this moment Alysa has not been able to determine who her heart is for. He was still worried about how he felt. For him there was no love at all for the two men.
"Oh yes, ma'am, earlier Alysa met the man who gave me this shirt and jacket when I was cold. But I don't know who he is, Mom."
"Then you didn't ask his name?"
"He didn't answer Ma, in his jacket pocket there was only this,"
Alysa gave a paper with the initials R. Mama Alena started to think from seeing the sentence she wrote.
"This is probably Raka, because he's the one who dares to openly talk to you," said Mama Alena.