Argh!! I can't seem to stop thinking about Emily's tragic Death. I Should probably open this book which is under my bed .I made Up my mind I should just open this book and see what it is about inside.
My hands shake as I took it and begin to open the first page .
"The Diary of a loner " I roam my eyes looking closer to the words that was written in bold. " please Don't Open It , It's Private Please RESPECT MY PRIVACY " . It beg me not to open it . Why did Bella even write that ?,Why did I open her diary ? ,It is her life after all her book . I Should just believe the make up story and forget about bella she is dead.
I can't easily forget about her that easily .My curiosity doesn't allow me ,it's busy encouraging me to go ahead and Read everything that Is written by bella. Should I ? No, I can't ...but she died with so many Unanswered Questions , she didn't even leave a letter for Dad.
I couldn't take it anymore as I cry . This time not for Emily , not for my self but for Daddy. he really did love emily , she was his all back then.
I took a deep breath and I drink water I need water to calm myself down. I need answers for all my Questions. I Kneel down and pray. I apologized to Emily, for Doing what I am about to do . For going against her wish for disobeying her, but I need to do this .This situation Is now or never , If I don't do it now I will never ever found peace and closure.
My dad did love Emily . It took him Twenty Years to finally open Emily's room. I am doing this for my dad , As I open the second page of her diary.