Scandalous secret , Drama, Tragedy is my middle name . My name is Trudy my tale is one of many colors .

I was born in one of urban rural area in Africa.

As a kid growing up hasn't always been easy to feed wasn't as easy it was seen on movies .

My family have to farm to get an income . As an upcoming young girl my thirst to have the finesse things in life grew . My parents were barely meeting end means for the family . We were many in number I was part of the six children my parents had as a result of no family planning . the only clothes I had were hand me down from our neighbors since my older siblings were male . I was the fourth born of the family . I don't remember much of my Fourteen years as a kid cause it was always a blur . My mother always warned me of the men outside . I was now drawing attention at a young age cause of my figure and my bright tone skin . I usually run away when men approached me with sickening idea of love . I was young . Untill one day a Man as grown as my Dad approached me, gifts upon gifts were showered on me and some on my parents . I was getting the things I dreamed of . Caution was throw in the air by my parents as lavish gifts were sent to them ,

with lavish gifts and money from the Man my situation at home was more manageable .

This cloud nine fantasy of a dream ended when one day the man seek permission from my parents to take me out and shop for me . He had never made a intimate move on me before so my parents thought why not since the man had earned their trust . After the man had taken me away he brought me to his house I didn't know why I was confused since that wasn't the store he promised to take me to . He convince me to join him as he was only taking money from his house do we head off .

Getting to his place he offered me a drink while he left me and went to his room .

After taking a drink or two I noticed I was drugged . I was conscious in my body but couldn't move . I saw the man come down in only his briefs . I was panicking inwardly cause there was nothing I could do . He carried me from his Sofa chair and sent me to his bedroom . He started to undress me tears had already started to come out of my eyes as I was pleading with my eyes for him not to continue . He looked at me and smiled a devilish smile and told me we are about to have fun ,as he started to stroke my body in an intimate way. I closed my eyes as I cried and forced my inner sense to react but nothing happened . I laid down as the man had his way with me .

I don't know but something in me snapped that day be it the hopefully glim I had , curiosity or naiveness . After finishing the older man made a comment how right my parents had been about how sweet I would be .

I realized my parents were in on it as well of all the men who made an approached towards me this man was the only one my parents stayed quiet .

I realized I was pawned in this game called life by the people I trusted the most and lost something special .

I decided then and then not to be pawned again but to be a master of my own game .