As Cillian drove home in his hovercar, he was a ball of nerve. He feels overwhelmed. When he almost lost control of the hovercar, he put it on automatic. As the AI took care of the driving, Cillian closed his eyes.
He felt like crying and going to bed. He didn't think it would get this hard. The only good thing is that just like in the OGTL, he is having feelings for Lucas. It helps him, since the Celestials are trying to make him forget his love for Gege.
Cillian can't save Gege, if he doesn't fall for him, and changed his ending. He has to deal with so many people, but his weak personality is taking over. Cillian had social anxiety.
He doesn't even dare to tell someone when he doesn't feel okay. How is he supposed to have August killed? Cillian opened his eyes and called:
"Bliss?"
Bliss appeared and smiled.
"What can I do for you master?"
When he saw that Cillian was close to tears, his smile faded, and he asked:
"What's wrong?"
