Cillian woke up and looked at the person holding him. He reached out and caressed Esdras' cheek. He can't believe the way the night went. He just thought that they would have sex and he would sneak back into his room. He never believed they would bond.
He was worried when he just entered the world, what if he wouldn't be able to recognize Gege, or what if it fell different somehow? Even if it's still Gege's soul his personality and history would've been different than King's.
But the second he looked into Esdras' eyes he knew he was his soulmate. He recognized those grey eyes he loves so much and his heartbeat quickened. When Esdras started to keep his distance he thought that maybe he wouldn't have him in this world until he saw how angry he got.
In every world his Gege is jealous. When he passed it hurt so much that he just wanted to die. He had to stay awake to receive all the power from the world and when he fell asleep he could finally breathe again.
