An hour after John and his mother left, Matheo returned to the apartment, while Alicia prepared food for lunch. Travis didn't go back to the hospital but stayed in the study. The man looked restless and kept thinking about how to keep Phoebe by his side, but he also didn't know why he should care so much and would be scared when Phoebe was almost taken away by John. This fear was overwhelming, unlike when Rachel had left him for Ohio.
"Oh my god, why am I like this... I shouldn't have to worry too much because Phoebe has the right to make her choices..if she chooses to return to her husband it means it is a positive thing for their child later... But why do I feel unwilling? Why am I so scared if she leaves here? Even I never felt this way when I was with Rachel….why should I be afraid of losing Phoebe when she is nothing to me?"
Travis wondered to himself, feeling odd about his behavior.
Drett... Drett...
