* In the newly opened amusement park, a family took their daughter to visit the newly opened amusement park that night, with her father bringing a ride on the amusement park's largest fruit basket. she looked under the basket window and saw her mother greet her, so she waved to her mother with a smile. it was so exciting when the baskets were spinning up and it was so scary when they were spinning down. it made her laugh and scream loudly at the same time. she was reduced with all her sadness after screaming. she used to rode it when she spinning around several times. then she looked on the flashlight of many colors that was shining to the skyline from Casio near the amusement park, she looked at cars or people were turning small like ants . She thought that if she could fly out of that basket and fly where she wanted, she would catch the clouds, or get closer to the moon and watch more views than below her how good it is. When she was in the imagination, the spinning basket ending and it was time she went to play other rides, like the flying horse and the spinning octopus. Back home, her father took her to sit and take a photo on a swing, buying her a crown that she wore like a princess. it looks weird that she is wearing a red dress with a crown. her father also bought her balloon. but when she takes the hand to receive the balloon line, she has caught the wrong line and the balloon flies skyward. The girl cried so much that her father bought another balloon with cotton candy to stop her from crying. Because when she cries, it is not easy to make her stop crying and her faces will turn red like tomatoes. The girl wiped a sneeze on her face with tears and a smile after she got what she wanted and told her father to promise to take her back to the amusement park next time. for her, this time was so happy that she didn't have to hear her parents' arguments when she got home.
* She often sits on the roof of her house, counting the planes that pass by her house, thinking that if she counts all 102 planes, she will be able to fly in the sky. in her mind full of stories. the popular idea word IF, How, Why. She remembered jokes stories that many people scared with aliens after heard wrongs news from radio. But she laughed that everyone was spending money to buy stocks of food in the houses for fear of the alien war at those time. But at night she started to think about the other signs that appeared in her dream, did not know their language. She was not being afraid to be alone but she will shake after hearing anyone talking scary stories to her. Her mind and memory are very calm. After the aliens stories her villager prepares to eat a green bean dessert at night by believing the news that protects them from the H1N1 flu. for her family, sleep does not care about all that has become absurd when people are too scared. When she started boring playing outside she sat down to read the newspaper as the older, her father always chasing questions tested her. So she needs to read about the information her father told her to write down financial data, society, sport, politics, world markets, etc. She always answers jokes and innocent false answers to her father. because she wants to be freedom and fun like a normal kid while her brain is thinking about ways to make money from the stock market by save these data. She really doesn't want to be involved in everything around her. Due to finding solutions and being busy knowing a lot of things that drive her crazy, if she gets stuck she can't be resolved until she comes up with better answers or ideas for her. This is why she knew that the questioning of her partner will be asked during the debate. When she's already thinking about the question, how are they going to ask it. It was like an arrow that she could close her eyes and hit the target after reading their character of the people around her. In fact, she created an image of her partner in the brain, waiting for the partner's reaction and reply it to them and she had to struggle to fight them. after to do like this many times, she doesn't have friends anymore because they don't want to come near her when she knocks down several times. Until she turns to closed her mind and be stupid, enjoy everything that she have friends again and then they don't need to care or fear her like before. so she always thought of making new friends and a new life every time she changed classes or new schools.
* she always listens to everyone dreams of wanting to be in the future, theirs ideas are so amazing and she started to know that not everyone do not cares about the environment or animals. especially kids ideas they want to be the hero save the earth. she wonders why a lot of old people don't seem like their kids ideas . if everyone cares and motivates their child, they will make the world a better place than problems everywhere. She asked her dad to take her to the amusement Park the last time before she needed some time to get into high school life. this time she played a bouncy slide that many children are playing on. she feels like her body as liquid when she slides on a balloon like a ball and jumps on it. after that she went to shoot the bottle, for win teddy bear, and she shot hit bottles in one rows. she was a bit aggressive girl but she will stand up to do what she wants without depend on her parents. because she quickly likes the solution and the clear decision. she started writing notebooks every day, but when she feels her words aren't as beautiful as want. It make her gives up and she need something so perfect. she doesn't like to cheat but if someone is playing the game cheating on her, she will fighting them twice times and release the games. It was fun times for her as she always led the game with her friends until she began to experience a new environment of experiences when her parents moved home to another places. She thought the children's time was harder and meets a lot of teasing about the meaning of life but she was built happiness times for herself too. So she hopes that she will remember those moments and always carry on like she did before and then she wants to believe that everyone has accepted the same dream of being better together for tomorrow which never ends.
Part 2
Pieces of my childhood memories
A girl's memory is lost many times. Because of the trauma , it seemed like a never-ending miracle for that girl from the time she was little to the adult. Her memories come back to seem like an epic that happened to her when she was transformed by her last life with new beginning. A cute and chubby little girl is sitting at the table eating New Year's Eve cakes that her grandmother has put on the table. She was a civil servant and a well-known businesswoman at the time. Her grandmother was also a volunteer heroine who helped liberate the nation in red war. She was force married with Grandpa during war. She doesn't love Grandpa and they gave birth to a daughter, the girl's mother. Her grandmother was of Khmer, Chinese and Vietnamese descent, while her grandfather, who died during the war, was of Cambodian-Vietnamese descent and was a famous beef business as well. Speaking of her family, her grandparents were all of the upper classes in society at the time. And during Red war her grandpa family moved abroad, such as the United States, France, etc. For her grandmother's family, they also had a large farm. Her grandmother moved to City and bought several houses, and she also remarried to a military officer. The girl also heard her mother tell her that during the war, her grandmother sent her mother to an orphanage for a while because she had to go on a combat mission in the war and then grandma also took her mother back living with her siblings because her mother felt lack of warmth from grandma , which made her not love her mother at all, and her mother did not love her too. because she did not love Grandpa. Her mother told her that living with her mothers siblings was not free and that they were considered her not like the members of the family because they don't like her father family. Her mother always regret with grandma pick her back when the orphanage director registered her to living in the United state. When her mother came back to live with her in the city, her grandma remarried her new husband and they had two more sons, but unfortunately her new husband had to Robbed and killed in the forest. When her mother was a teenager, she had a close friend who was a close relative of her mother, they were very similar like twins. But her friend also moved to the United States when both of them had a daughter. Her mother also told her the secret that before her grandmother to arrange with her father, A Cambodian-American man also asked to love her mother. But her grandmother did not allow them to communicate. Because her mother lived in the aristocracy, she did not like her mother choice of partner because her father was a peasant student living in the city. As for the grandmother, she thinks that because she can not let her daughter go to high school, she needs a man who has the right to be very patient and tolerant of his daughter's character, and she does not look man outside. In fact her father was not interested in falling in love with her mother at first side because he fell in love with his youngest daughter of diamond tapper. But the diamond owner betrayed his trust. Makes him very discouraged. Then her grandmother adopted her father. Although her father was a peasant student, when he learned to make gems, he joined many of the nobles in society, and they all cared about him. Because of her father's friendly demeanor and his patience.
* When her mother gave birth to her, she was in a Japanese NGO hospital , so her mother told her that the Japanese doctor loved her very much and wanted to give her a Japanese name. The girl, who was about a year old, was so sick that she almost died. Even a skin injection could not be added until the doctor grabbed her and shaved her hair and hung the serum on her head. After she recovered from her illness, her great-grandfather was in danger of dying on one side of his body when he was the guard who grabbed her as she rolled into the street. Her great-grandfather was also married to a new family and had three daughters and a son, but was denied recognition by her grandmother and evicted. Her grandmother though did not give love to her mother. But she loves her granddaughter very much and always buys jewelry for her granddaughter . As for the girl's mother, because she has a mental illness and she has difficulty controlling her anger, she is always jealous of her daughter. Her grandmother also used to say that her granddaughter was like her mother whose dead in war because there is mole in her eyes. Her grandmother always disciplined her mother when she was angry. Because her mother was always jealous of her daughter, so her grandma always let her parents sleep on the roof of the house in the rain. They house is next to the main road and near the pagoda, corpses are often seen on the streets. Her father is always seeing the veil flying over the roof. And the people of that time were very obsessed with superstition. Her mother always hoped that her father would not have died during the war. She always disseminated information to help find her's father news, but her grandma refused to do. Her mother used to show photos of her dad before as well, as her dad was a tall and black man. The condition of her grandma house is rich in antiques and also has weapons. The girl's character is very aggressive and she always plays with strange things. Like getting into badminton that tore the net and got stuck in the baton. Take the box shell, ride on the slide on the stairs. Take a pencil, draw a wall and eat non-stop. But she always sat and listened to the Dharma in her grandmother's hall. Her second grandfather always taught her to carry a shotgun, even though she is a child. Her grandmother did not teach her mother to be chic, she taught her mother to struggle life with her husband, so her mother and her father sold food at In front of house, they always gives food to beggars. The girl likes to drink coca. She sat down with a glass of Coca-Cola and slipped off the bed, with shrapnel dipping her chin, frightening her mother. Her mother hugged her and ran to where her father was doing construction work. Her father also blamed her mother for not taking the kid to the hospital because her mother was always unconscious when she was nervous. One day because her mother was busy at the kitchen. Suddenly, a group of Vietnamese children came to ask the girls who were running in front of the house to follow them with the exchange and toys. The girl, because she was too young, followed the children. When they arrived in front of the mall, the children threatened to remove her necklace, which was her grandmother's legacy And pushed her to fall and escape. Everyone was looking for the girl, but the one who found her was her uncle who was her mother's brother. Her mother beat her badly too because she lost important things. But she was protected by her grandmother. And her mother did not love her two brothers because they had different fathers. Her first uncle was a gangster and was loved by her grandparents. The second uncle was an outstanding student who was able to attend high school when he was young. When she reached the age of going to kindergarten near her home, she remembered that she was loved by many teachers, but another kids in that school were always arguing with her, and she liked to sit in a swing and Climb slippery. Out of jealousy, a child pushed her to slip from a sling, seriously injuring her nose. And her mother thought maybe she grew up without a beautiful nose and looks. But because he took a banana peel off her nose was not scarred. A few days later, her grandmother took her to see a monk, and the monk poured water on her, according to the villagers' superstition to raise the zodiac sign. Severe cold affects the pulmonary system and was sent to the emergency room. Although treatment for severe pneumonia is curable. But it makes her respiratory system weaker. After the incident, when the girl was sitting with her grandmother, an old fortune teller came and shook the girl's hand. She said the kids very lucky, especially her past life. After saying that, the old woman left without taking any money. Her grandmother seemed to know this already, but as if she was trying to hide something with her dad, she had heard her dad always talk about weird things, but she was too young she did not interested it. Her dad likes to ride big motorbikes and turn on the sound noise in the village, which he borrowed from his friends. Her dad is always innovating and never succeeds, especially as she wonders why her dad is sometimes like a talkative person who does not know what he is talking about. If you look at her Dad's condition, it seems like he is exchanging spirits with someone, so when he loses consciousness, he is always warm and strong and will always talk about strange things, strange adventures, etc. There is a foreign neighbor who has a daughter and a son, and treats her like a daughter and their siblings. She wondered why the siblings said they had found their sister. Then they run away from something and they have to go back to their country. They asked to adopt her and wanted to take her with them, but her father refused. Then there was a coup in the city, with soldiers walking the streets and ordering people to stay indoors. But because of this sudden incident, she is still trapped in kindergarten. She saw many children being run by their parents. But she sat waiting for her parents to come to school in despair. She felt that someone had come to talk to her, but her mother also rode a bicycle to pick her up. Her dad was less concerned, thinking it might not be a big deal, but just hours later the soldiers tightened and gunfire erupted in the city. Her parents fled to her father's family. After all that happened, her grandmother became ill when her second husband died, and her siblings appeared when she was sick and looting by clamming to be raising her grandma's sons. Grandma trusts her siblings more than her mother. But she also bought a small second-floor house for her mother. For her mother thinking that this was not right for her, she should have gotten more wealth.
* By the time they moved into her new home, she was four or five years old and her father had given her everything. When she first stayed, she was very happy because her father treated her like a mistress, and he preferred his career to his work as a jeweler again . He taught his cousins to do jobs with him at home. he was the leader of the group . He changed the boss selling diamonds. He was able to take those diamonds to make a beautiful shape At home with his relatives. Her mother is not yet a violent person, she is gentle and afraid of others. Her dad often travels with her boss to neighboring countries such as Vietnam, Thailand and China. After he came back, he always bought her toys, food and lots of clothes. She likes a pink doll cart so much. Her dad also always buys cakes for her birthday with lots of presents, and the last gift he bought her to the toy stores and then we bought clowns lights up and comes out of the box. The doll is really scary, but it is also very attractive. Then he let her learn to observe the signs on the street, and he always made a triangular sign. And her dad always buys a lot of maps to teach her, he teaches her math, physics and some political science information. He told her about the legends of the land of the sea, and he always bought music CD, and she loved to sing and dances near her dad. What is interesting is that he speaks strangely about all the stars and seems to know them well. He pointed to the butterfly mark on her waist and always told her not to talk to strangers. Her dad also likes to experiment with strange chemicals, and he often has her sit down to watch Japanese anime, French cartoons , and information technology about science. At the time, she was a friendly girl who liked to talk, asking questions about things around her. And science space planets, and she also likes to sit down and draw small machines and assemble them into something. Thinking about political, economic solutions and imagining the future. Her favorite games are swords, guns, knives, and some intellectual items that girls do not like to play. The best dramas of the period were Hong Kong vampire and Chinese mythology about the princess. Then there is the Thai drama, which is mostly about magic and ghosts. When her grandmother died, her mother had to visit her grandmother for the last time, and her dad had to travel with his boss abroad. This time he's very strange because he thinks maybe he can never go back to the way he was. They would arrest him and he said to be patient with your mom if anything happened. She also had to live with her uncle, who was her father's younger brother. A strange thing happened, her uncle turned out to be different than usual, he forced her to cook in the hot stone stove, even though she was still young. He then beat her to death and forced her to sit down and read and do the exercises correctly. Until her parents are back on the same day is really weird. And both of them are out of the ordinary, with her dad being a quieter person. And her mother became more angry with the savage. Her dad not working much in the house, he has to go out and do his work and her mother when her dad go out, she turns into someone else. She always beating her without knowing the reasons. The first was just slapping her and plucking her hair. But then her mother used a big stick to break her bones. And then he took the wire and the rope and wrapped her around her body several times to make her bleed all over the house. The time to bleed is when her dad travels a long way. She also ran to ask for help from members who were working in the house, but they seemed to be inanimate, not caring, they just sit and work, no matter how hard she tried to beg them to help. The girl also fainted after being seriously injured, but when she recovered and saw her mother taking medication to treat her injuries, she returned to her original state and said Why did she do such a thing? No matter how much her mother beat her, it made the girl even more stubborn, and she cursed her mother when she couldn't stand it. Because she knew he might not be her mother, judging by her appearance and her partial speech, she always said she wanted to kill the girl and would say she was not her mother. In front of others and neighbors, because she turn acting as a poor mother who has to child insulted her. The girls was surprise at the performance. Before her mother became like this, she used to play games with the newcomers in the village. They are French, Chinese and Vietnamese and children from other parts of the world. Look at her similarity, as their mother is very strict and rarely let them out. When they go out, they often play strange games and ghost games. French boys are different from other children in that their mother always keeps them in the house not to talk to other children. The villagers will always say that he is a fatherless child. The people in that village are always people who like to gossip about others. The Vietnamese boy next to her house was the most rude boy and always abused her. The Chinese girl who was with her grandmother was beaten by her grandmother. She helping the French boy pull him to hang out with them, suddenly the boy falls in love with the sister next door to the Chinese girl. The girl that the French boy loves is the niece of a famous singer. But she did not understand the French boy, he fell in love with the sister, but when he saw other children close to her, he was always angry and seemed to be dissatisfied with those activities. She always gave candy to that lovely Chinese girl and she always scolded that grandmother. Until they left the village one by one, she did not know what happened to them. Everyone told her to wait for them to come and help her. She really could not stand the actions of her mother who abused her and her wondered why her body healed so quickly. Even though the blood was almost flowing from the body. Sometimes her mother would throw away her clothes and chase her out to live outside, then she seemed conscious and pulled her into a hug. Her father also became like her mother, sometimes they joined hands to beat her whenever she tried to oppose them. And her mother is always collecting everything that belongs to her, even her savings. And sometimes she even ordered her to steal money from her dad to her. Then her dad always bought a CD about the brutal murders and bought a video of the Islamic insurgency to show her, making her feel horrified just to see it all. And her mother let her watch a horrible ghost story that could not make her feel asleep or even go out at night.
* Even talking to her girlfriends at school, her mother forbade her to have any contact with them. Not only that, she really wonders why, from the time she entered first grade to sixth grade, she was always abused by all those children. When I was in first grade, a little boy would pull her hair and try to open her skirt. Makes her very angry and they always say they love her. But always hurt her and made many other girls jealous and very angry with her. By the second grade, she met a group of three or four girls who were always good at insulting her because they came from a wealthy family, and they always threw water at her face. They said that they had a doll house for their babies dolls , unlike her she cannot asked her mother to buy what she needed, she made her own doll house from book covers. The girl did not give up on a group of girls, she built a paper house like the house of engineers, but all the girls were jealous of her and used water to wipe of the house. She also angered the girls and fought with them, but was taken away by the principal and called to see her mother. Her mother was very angry with her and beat her up. The female teacher was also replaced by the male teacher, but the male teacher was very cruel and he always hit her when she did the exercises differently than he expected. She solves the problem using a high school student formula, different from the general kid formula. Even though the answer was correct, he also hit her, with his forearms and fingernails sticking out, and he used the line to hit her hand until it bled. Sometimes he slaps her and kicks her after she refuses to write what he does. The condition of everyday objects is no different from haunted. She had injuries from people around her. Her teacher forced her to sit alone behind the classroom and not go to the bathroom. No matter how much she wanted to go to the bathroom, he forced her to be embarrassed when she could not urinate. Sometimes she really hates school the most because of the injustice that happens to her. One does not care, they only care about the money that the rich students always use to shut up all the teachers. And always buy points in school, unlike her, whose mother did not give her as much money as other children. She does not even have the money to buy food. One day, because she was so hungry, she fainted in front of the flagpole. The girl thought she had stopped worrying about studying because there was always pressure from people in her class and she used to tell her parents, but they did not seem to believe it. In the fourth grade, there was a Japanese program that challenged children to drawing, and when she drew a picture of a field landscape with beautiful mountains, she arranged it and took it to the class teacher. The girl sitting next to her stole her painting and gave it her name. Makes the girl angry and destroy the painting. But the teacher in charge of the class punished her to stand under the sun. The group of children also attacked her in the bathroom. Her new clothes were torn, and her mother beat her again. By the time she reached fifth grade, she was dating a girlfriend who was breaking her mother's rules. And she was very close to the girl, whose mother was a baker near her home. The girl is very jealous of her friend's family and happiness, and she always asks her friend's mother to be her mother. Because she does not know what the warmth between mothers is like. Because her friends want to know her house. She also brought her friend to her house, but was chased away by her mother, making her friend very embarrassed and angry with her. She also cried when she lost her best friend. At the time, relatives living in the United States were looking for her mother. They found her. They gave some money to her mother, but when they tried to give her money, she was threatened by her mother instead. Even the jewelry that her grandfather's sister give to her was taken away by her mother when they returned. It's very strange why they just came to see her mother when they traveled back home so many times. In particular, they ask for the girl's information. And they always talk about the strange things that happen in the country and the wealth that lives in that country. And they wanted to adopt her, making her mother even more jealous when her mother went to live there. Sometimes her mother is like a former aristocratic family, so when she goes out, she always asks her to act be her younger sister or her servant. Her mother's brothers then got into trouble because her maternal relatives swallowed their property and evicted them to live with her mother. The first uncle did not come to live with her mother but ran to work in Thailand with other relatives. As for her second uncle, he became a child with a mental crisis, he was not a good student like before. But he seems to be obsessed with the game. Her father beat her uncle and forced him to go to school. Her mother was so angry that she sent her uncle back. Her father was very angry with her mother and left for a few days. Her mother starved her, she slapped her when he was angry. When her father came back, it seemed like his original state was slowly returning, and her mother began to have her younger brother. Her dad bought a car for the family and also asked relatives in the United States if he wanted a video camera for the photo shoot. When they heard that her mom was pregnant, they sent her a teddy bear, a video camera and makeup. But all those teddy bears seem very strange, look like they have moves. And because she was afraid of the same thing, She destroyed the teddy bear. But her mother said She was jealous of her brother. She stole all the makeup to play with her eyes. She wonder that her Mom used to hate makeup, Why she likes all those accessories. Her mom had just returned from the market and saw her playing with all those things. Her mom yelled at her and hit her again as she smashed it. And a strange thing happened in her house, it was very bloody from the ceiling. She do not know what the real blood. Sometimes found as cat carcasses and sometimes rat carcasses. But sometimes there is nothing. One day while they were having dinner in the house, the lights went out and a beautiful colored light flew over the place where we were eating and filtered out the window. At that time, all the villagers were looking at the sky, even other people were looking at the fire. She was the one who went to see the latest incident. At that time, She felt that time seemed to stop, everyone all did not move. Then She felt very hurt her ears and the time came back to normal, they sat down to eat normally, but her parents' condition was back to normal and even her mother suddenly said soft words to her. Waiting for the lights to come back on for too long, her dad put the candles near the wall and they played with different shades of hands, such as wolves, butterflies, whales and so on. To her, it seemed like a wonderful thing at the time, and She was also looking at family portraits on the wall. A few days later, Her dad sewed a lot of Chinese clothes for her to transform herself into a Chinese girl. And as the rainy season approached, She asked her mom to buy her an umbrella to go to school. Umbrellas at that time were so beautiful, she need new one . She did not want to carry a big umbrella like an old man. Her mom also bought it with a water bottle.
* She began to feel refreshed and began to trust her parents. She used to run and play though the rain with the kids next door. She remembered she was gave her new umbrella to another kids. At time she dares to open her heart to accept new friends and play with those children. She recalled the many things her father had done to her in the past, as he always spoke about her ears differently from others, and he always said that she always slept and talked. Especially nosebleed at night. She was draw watched on her dad arms as gifts and with her bright smile. Dad's siblings also moved to the city and moved closer to her house, with the eldest son living downstairs near the singer's house. His second brother lives in a village near her village. They were all expecting her father, working under her father's tutelage. Her father's brother's family has three daughters, one son, the eldest daughter is very aggressive. His second younger brother has a daughter and two sons. Her father's third and fourth brothers lived with their grandparents in their hometown, where her third brother was single at the time, while the fourth had a family and 3 daughter. Her third uncle always came to stay at her house and always abused her. As for her first uncle, even though he loves music, he doesn't care much about work. His wife, on the other hand, is addicted to gambling. Their children, on the other hand, are good at looking after others and arguing every day. Especially despising and jealous of her. Her mother is often compared to the daughter of the second uncle, who has a mature character who obeys her parents. But what she saw with her own eyes was that the daughter was always talking against her mother. People come out and people really are very different. Her mother used to say that she was discouraged from wanting to change her child. Good person must speak in defense of her, not arrogant, smiling behind her back. Her dad's car mirror window was often stolen for no apparent reason. And one day her dad asked her to go to the pool with her cousin. She was so happy when she was playing in the unreal sea. A few days later, her grandfather called the brothers together. So her parents had to travel to their hometown. Her dad like travel at 4-5 am. She was always saw spirit on streets during travels and make her closed her eyes not to contract she them directly. On the way, even though she had been to her father's hometown many times, this time the road was very slippery, she remembered as if something had run into her car. When her dad likes to travel between 3 am at morning. Suddenly She felt a sharp pain in her head and fell asleep. She also does not remember what happened next when they came back, her parents change again , she was different too. This time it was her mother, even though she broke her bones when she was angry . She will spinning the head very much and turn to another behaviors. She was furious at looking at her mother, and things around her, like glass also shattered. Her mother says she should not wake up. At that time, she liked to gamble with the villagers and she always won all those games like an adult. And the children in the village were also oppressed and scared of her. Village girls who like to pose as teachers and sit down to teach other children. Always jealous of her when she has more friends. One day, a girl came and jumped on her neck from behind, and suddenly she knocked her down. She felt that she was as strong as a boy, and she learned quickly just by watching karate practitioners near her home. And she always watches from above the house every day. She likes to kick and corner the house and play overturning, learning from TV series. Especially in children's jumping games, she always wins in high jump. And all these things are always changing when she is weak and will change into a gentle person the next day. And she also tried to buy friendships by using the money won from gambling to let them play the role of people under her command and obey her orders. And the children who used to push her down from the building. she said times to revenge them . The dog in the village, which used to bite her, she was shouted to them and then she never saws the dogs again. When the Lunar New Year arrives, she was to prepare lanterns and moon cakes on the street. She always buys musical instruments and lanterns to light the streets with the children in the village. They began to panic under her power. There are Rich siblings whose house under her house was repaired new bath room. But her younger brother does not know how to use the new toilet . So he was requested bathroom that under her house next to the road. She abused him by pouring soap on floor causing him to fall into the toilet. Because he was pulled her hairs and trying kissed her before. At her school, she also saw a group of Korean taekwondo performers and their dance at her school, really wanting to practice all martial arts. Then suddenly a child pushed her down the stairs. She has a severe headache and dizziness. This is her fault that she likes to slide on the railing of the stairs so as not to notice everyone behind. Her father enrolled in an English class near her home and she also studied with a neighbor girl. When she learned, she started to like reading books like before, but she was constantly abused by those children. No matter the English and national language classes, she does not know why young people like to argue with her. Her father bought Khmer trumpets to play with. He also knows how to play some traditional instruments and always watches classical dances. As for her, because she saw her father liked to watch music and dance, she decided to register to dance classical dance and compete to win, with the first dance she won first and the second dance she won second. But her parents did not watch the show, making her resentful of giving up the dance. And she cried for the change of English language school by lying that she did not know how to learn. During her time as an outstanding student in the class. Do not know why her dad told her strange things to tell the truth and do not lie. But she did not want to quarrel with the rich kids. When her brother was one year old, her mother hired a babysitter for her brother. The babysitter always hit her brother and dropped the blame on her. At first, her mother believed the babysitter , but when the babysitter deliberately her leg to fall hit Conner of table , suddenly her legs and knees severely injured with bloody, her mother realized that her babysitting was bad and stopped her work. The girls saved money to buy tapes stereo like her aunt, she often sang along to such songs . Her dad said that the girl's voice was so beautiful that could shout loudly and imitate the voices of some of the stars. But her mother stopped her from singing because she did not like her voice and talents.
* Relatives in the United States are visiting her family. They took her on a trip to the beach and to see the ancient temples that her parents never took travel. She felt like an crushed on boy whose comes with his parents. His dad works in a bank. This trip has 3 families come from America. Two families are her relatives. Her aunt told her to stop talking while in the car because she was constantly talking and excited about the trip. She really does not like to brag and compare their children with her. But she played with them without caring much during they should respect her as older sister . The girl taught her to read words by American Style. And look down at her when she pronounced sound wrong. She wanna to be foolish and stubborn kids. In her mind it is chance made everyone enter games. She was be talking pity's front of older to force real her mom true identity. And they always fight words with her mom. She knew everyone weaknesses. She does not trust her relatives. Because when they came to visit her family first time, they father threw her into the swimming pool deep. She drowned early died of they joked. She also wonders why the dress her father bought her looks like a traditional Korean dress. That white shirt and skirt that lifted close to her chest. And she took pictures and rode in front of the temple as well. The boy is always got joke by her relatives. She felt the need to protect the boy, and she prayed that she want meet him when he grew up. It can be said that she had a crush on him when she doesn't know love, The country is also strange at that time, the mountain area was very cold and there was a lump of ice falling. And this season, the kids are playing kite flying as well. She made kites from bags and paper with her father. The sky is bright orange and blue as the sun sets and cools. At that time, in front of the river, the people were confused because they only saw the whirlwind smoke from the four rivers, which looked like dragons, and whistled in the air. She visited her parents' amusement park on horseback, flying baskets, flying squid and so on. She already has different habits and circumstances, parents. Some days normal character and sometimes other human character like the soap of bubble family. Sometimes their conversations are different and more creative in the things that happen in society, and her parents always have similar dreams, and all those dreams come true . But they are never interested in everything. Her dad also bought her a Christmas dress to wear to Christmas party at the school. She always likes to play powder with the kids. Her teacher told her to sing because of her beautiful voice, but then things change when her brother is very sick and she was preyed Let the disease fall on her, cutting off her age. The next day, her body ached instead of her brother's, her eyes began to glaze over and she could not get up. Her family members could not sleep that night, her younger brother would fall asleep listening to Indian songs over and over again. Until they start going to the doctor all together. She also always wondered about the change in the face of the people in Mean's village. There are Vietnamese and Chinese sewers who always look at her family and hold something similar to a camera. And she saw many strangers trying to talk to her dad, requested to adopt her But her father refused. Her dad bought her a video Japan game. it was easy to shoot in game with plastic gun. The game Mario, Rambo, street fighter is the most popular games. Her well-being did not last long when she fell ill and had to be hospitalized frequently. That she had to take medicine every day until she was an adult. Because she was tiredness enter ICU and stay in hospital many Times, she want to jump out of the house and hear the sound of asking questions from her head , times stopped again. Do you want to live or die? A strange sound was heard when a 11 year-old girl stood on the railing of the house. She was climb off the railing and, a few months later before she moved home. She do not know how the girl answered after accident that she hit the head by her uncle when they playing together. She also lost memory and the same test started over again and again at next level in high school life.