"Shady" that was the name my close friends addressed me as. This was due to my concealing nature. I always listened but never revealed too much about myself. My friends probably knew the upbringing i had was entirely different from theirs.Shayane was the name of the girl they'd asked me to bring over this time.I wouldn't say i was interested in her and my friends knew i wasn't but that didn't really matter. At the time we had just come back from a party and even though id drank a lot I was still in my senses. The only reason i agreed to woo the girl was so that I could pretend i was drunk. You know, just so i could fit in.She was a girl of medium height like slightly above 5'5 light skin, long hair, wore glasses that served to bring out the color of her eyes really well and above all she was extremely hot like extremely. In all honesty we'd engaged in shallow conversations with the girl lots of times and she wasn't really my type. Im the kind of guy that admires culture and intelligence more than looks.She looked like she'd never read a novel,not unless you held a gun to her face.To be fair i didn't really like girls and i wasn't actually gay either.I just found girls really annoying and hard to deal with.Believe me i have four sisters and i can tell you that girls really are hard to deal with.This time the guys had bet on whether i could fuck this girl,that is on that very night, if i couldn't then they wouldn't let me play call of duty for a month, if i could, my roommate, Nate would give me half the cash he would get from the next three customers he would tat. The bet was on. I didn't actually like money but God I loved call of duty.My roommates despite being male always pointed out how attractive i was.I however always thought i was hideous . I would hide in the bathroom for hours trying to style my hair like this or that and still get out thinking i was hideous.My roommates thought i could get any girl i wanted that is with the right motivation. Sex just wasn't good enough. I enjoyed sex, but not on that level. Not like people make it out to be. Like sure screwing a regular girl is school but dreaming about screwing an anime girl that's even cooler. I was 20 at the time. I had only screwed like 8 and all those happened to be situations that were forced on me,like that time i ended up hooking up with my best friend to get her friend jealous so i could hook up with her in the end. It wasn't worth it at all. I ended up losing a good friend and the girl i was trying to get didn't end up being that good in bed at all. My life was a mess. I had three girl best friends.Ashley, the only one out of the three I hadn't slept with ended up hating me. We still talked though not as much. She broke out of our squad and ultimately ended up not coming to school altogether.Ashley happened to confess to me during our junior year that she had a crush on me. At the time i lied to her that i was gay in order to save our friendship so i totally understand why she'd hate me now that she found out id secretly been hooking up with our two best friends behind her back. I enjoyed her company the dancing on party tables, the long walks wie had with her , karaoke everything was so much better with her around. Out of the three she was actually the only girl in school that made me feel alive. and i didn't want to jeopardize that. Yes she was pretty but i didn't want to see her that way.Chloe was the first one of the three id slept with a terrible idea. At first we were cool and i loved spending tike with her but our friendship started getting all rocky when she started saying that to her it didn't look like i considered her a girl or that i didn't find her attractive. That meant that i had to start giving her random compliments and in the end showing her that in the right circumstances we would fuck which we ultimately did. Like i said a terrible idea, id told her that she couldn't tell any of our friends i was being an amateur of course she would tell them. The whole thing ended up with her claiming that the only reason i didn't want her to tell our other friends was because i was embarrassed that id slept with her. So i let her tell them. It was supposed to be a one time thing but because we were friends we ended up doing it even more frequently. Her being her she texted our other friend Maicey about as soon as we did it. Out of the three with Maicey we weren't as close . I hated how she treated Chloe and Ashley. I hated how she treated her boyfriend. I hated how she thought all boys were the same and all of them wanted her. I hated how loyal she pretended to be to her boyfriend when the moment we started college she told me the moment their relationship ended we could hook up. That was kind of a red flag. In the end hooking up with her was an accident and it was terrible. She was the kind of girl that thought all she had to do was lay there and moan.I hate those kinds of girl. I don't even think I finished.Her on the other hand , well lets say everyone in class ended up knowing about it.