My goal is to love you

Hi my name is Kim Jane. I am a scientist but least appreciated one. I don't have family nor a single friend in my poor life. I don't know why God is being like this to me. Today is my birthday and I am celebrating without any one. The only thing that never got separated from me is beer and loneliness. I got drunk and fall from the cliff where I used to go when ever I felt lonely to shout at the top of my voice and to release my inner feelings. I thought I was finally able to be with my family in heaven but when I opened my eyes, a group of people wearing weird dress where surrounded by my side.