"Aghhh... I feel like my head is going to split into two."Clare put her hand on her head in pain, when she opened her eyes she was astonished by what she saw.

Spacious room, old heritage, like the one in the Victorian era it's beautiful.

isn't she supposed to be dead? where is she ? and who is the woman she saw in her dream.

"Aaah...frustrating." cant people even die in peace.

she forced herself up slowly and went to the big mirror at the end of the room where she saw it.

"aya....too pretty" I am the woman in my dream.

she gives a big sigh feeling familiar and unfamiliar at the same time.

far away from that, this woman was so pretty even with the expressionless face her grey eyes were shining like moonlight with a mole under her left eye and long white hair fell to her knees, full pink lips, natural blush on her cheeks, she looked like a fallen angel.

she can believe that woman is 26 she looked like 18 years old at most.

Fion, that her name she was an expressionless woman who cants smile people mistake her for a cold-blooded woman but in reality, she was just a shy and unsociable person don't like to talk much nor going out of the house, loves to read. due to her personality, her son thought that she hates him.

yes....son...she has 8 years old son .she has a nightstand with someone on her 18 birthday bec, her father the count Stanly wants to sell her to the neighboring country as a combine due to the overwhelming beauty that made everyone talk about her inside or outside the country.

she can't talk back to her father nor does he want to listen to her, she knows that he is greedy and loves money and will do anything to obtain it. so she made up her mind, the old man of the neighboring country loves young and virgin girls .so she has a plan she will lose her virginity to a stranger as much as she don't want to she has to.

at least she will find a handsome man to do it with him. and for her father to believe her she plans to get pregnant, there were 5 months before she got sold off.

then one day she sneaks out of the house at night and goes to the bar and booked night stand with someone she was so scared but what can she do she didn't want to marry an old man she was still young and want to live her life.

And about the child that she plans to get pregnant with. she won't ask anyone to rise him with her she can take care of him alone. she is an author as much as she loves to read she loves to write. she is not sociable and has no one to talk to so she put all her thoughts into her books, economics, politics, engineering, editorial, and science articles. she wrote her first book and published it at 14 years old.

she is now an adult she can accept job opportunities and open a bank account she can take care of herself and her child.

she felt sorry for her child who won't have someone to call him father.

but she will work even harder to make the child not want anything and won't let him feel less than the others. she will love him a lot and pamper him a lot as much as she can.

she will give him the love that she couldn't have.

Fion she is a great mother. Clare thought.