As i have said before, i will be telling you guys what were some things that happened to me in these 4 years. There were 2 major unusual things that i witnessed.
1st:
So after becoming a believer, i was trying my best to be a true muslim. The holy month of Ramadan was just around the corner. i was told that some muslims spend the last 10 days of Ramadan in seclusion in a mosque boundries. You cant go outside the mosque in this situation so i decided to try it.
Fast forward to the last days, i went to a rather small mosque for seclusion. That was a small mosque so only 15-20 people were allowed. Things went pretty nicely and everything was normal until the 25th night. We all used to go to sleep by 12 am since we had to wake up at 2 am to eat food for fasting.
I woke up that night by a sound and after carefully listening to it, someone was saying ''Allah Allah Allah'' repeatedly. I got up and wanted to see who is doing 'dhikr' this late at night but i saw that everyone was sleeping. I thought that the voice must be coming from outside and i went outside to take a look and no one was outside too but the voice was low outside. So i was sure that the voice was coming from inside. I thought maybe someone was sleeptalking , I went inside again and started to see everyone's mouth to confirm who was doing it. I examined every single one of them. They all were dead asleep.
I knew this must be something else entirely because it was not the first time something like that happened to me. After wandering around here and there i finally tracked the source of the voice. It was coming from a corner in a mosque. The voice was the loudest there and that was empty place too. Behind that corner was the Ablution place. I inspected that place too but the voice was almost non existent. It felt that there was someone was sitting in that corner and doing 'dhikr' but i just couldnt see him.
Later on, this voice kept lowering down. After some people woke up, that voice was still there but i realized that only i could hear it. I thought i might be hearing things so i asked my friend to come with me and i took him to that corner asked him if he could hear it. First, it seemed that he could not hear it too but in just a second he had a surprised look on his face.
He told me that something is indeed saying ''Allah Allah''. At the time of salah the voice finally disappeared. My friend and i sat together the whole time and listened to it. He is the living witness of this incident. I recently asked him if he still remembered that and said that he cant forget it in his whole life. I at this point already knew that islam is indeed the right path.
2nd:
I got to know that 'dhikr' is something that help a man enter into spiritual world and can see things that normal people cant. So with some people reference i met someone who helped people enter into spirtuality with 'Murāqabah'. It is a form of meditation. I wont go in detail since it is not allowed to disclose information about it but i can say that it is something that is out of this world. Only people who have cleansed their heart and are free from sins can practice it. There are many fakes outside, they just want blind followers and usually end up making a cult. So it is advised to not have interest in this and not everyone is build for it.
There are some forms of spiritual enlightments in other religions too since Allah is everyone's GOD but not to this extent. I want to tell everyone what i saw but i am not allowed to. The series of things that i witness after coming to islam were insane. For example, i can make a spirtual connection with my teacher and asked about his guidance no matter where we are in the world and many more things.
This is where i want to end this 2 chapters of my story and indeed 'Allah is the greatest'.