I turned around to see jong standing right behind me
"oh.." i said while chae-kim is standing behind me
Jong looks at her then to me
"ill see you in class" jong then walks away
i turn around to see Chae…i always wondered why she suddenly moved and never texted me, its strange.
"Chae, can we talk after school" i asked. There's a lot i want to ask
"ok" is the answer i got then we walked our separate ways.
she's changed a lot.
"where were you?" Asked the gym teacher. I didn't realise i was so long.
"sorry, i had to use the bathroom" i said
after that i joined back in the most tiresome class ever. When class was finally finished i had one class left and it was maths. When school was finally over i saw Chae standing near the school gates so i walk over.
"lets go to the park" i said
with no response from her i assumed she was ok with the suggestion. We didn't talk while on the way to the park, when we arrived we sat on a picnic table.
it feels like we are strangers….
"you said you had a lot to tell me, what do you need to tell me?" I finally said
she then looked up at me with a smile that looked like it was stitched on, a fake one
"i missed you" she said with a voice that was broken….she looked broken
"Chae, what happened"
Chae never showed emotions, she was always strong and happy but she looks so tired, her eyes look empty.
"luna, after what i say you can despise me as much as you want and i dont ever want you to talk to me again"
she held both of my hands and looked me right in the yes as if she was going to kill me though she didn't want to
i was scared now
"Tell me" i said and let go of her hands
whatever she's going to say, im going to find a way to forget it
"in our old school, on the first day i saw you i was jealous, that was what i was feeling jealousy. You were such a a good student and a lot of people liked you on the other hand i was known for being loud and annoying. You got along well with everyone and i didn't, and i hated that and thats when i decided to be your friend a fake one, i thought i could easily use you. So that's what i did and you fell easily for my stupid plan. When i started hanging out with you and became close with you, you told me more about yourself and thats when i realised i could use that against you. There were many people who loved you but also people who hated you just like me. One day after school two girls came over to me and asked me "are you actually friends with her" and i then realised that me and those girls were on the same page, they hated you and so did i. Then that when we decided to find your faults and bring you down. Day by day the bullying got worse and i saw you falling slowly. Whenever i pretended to help you it was all fake we planned a lot of stuff. But then one day when i was talking with the other girls in a valley my older brother was walking past when he heard the conversation and i didn't know but when i went home that day…..my brother told my parents.my parents then told me that weer moving school before anything bad happens and that was the worst day of my life. I decided not to say anything to you or anyone in the school. That night i was so angry with myself that i thought, i shouldn't move school and just leave you like that. And thats when i decided to do the thing I will regret for the rest of my life….."
she was crying, crying pain, tears heavily flowing down her cheeks falling one by one onto the table.
"Y-you, your the one who wrote the post?"
That was more of a question to myself as i now know the answer but i dont want it to be correct
i then felt my eyes start to fill up with tears but i trued to hold them in, i wasn't sad, i was angry, i felt betrayed, lost and alone
"life is full of surprises" i say then i stand up
"goodbye, chae-Kim"
we are strangers now...…