Anna acted the same the following days but she observed Lexus this time. The thought that he might be cheating on her bothered her so much.
'Then what if I caught him cheating?' she asked herself and she knew there was only one answer.
She would have to divorce him. She would not repeat her mother's mistakes.
'But why does even thinking about it feel so terrible?'
She used to think that divorcing her husband would be an easy decision to make in case he cheats on her. But why was she wavering now? Why does she feel so scared to catch him cheating that she prayed so hard he didn't?
'Do I actually love him now?'
Anna wondered if her feelings for him had already gone deeper.
'How could that be? I even forgot about him for three months. I didn't even miss his hot and needy kisses. If I already love him, I would have recalled to at least kiss and hug him once in a while.'
