Lexus was pent-up. Period. He wanted Anna real bad. But he couldn't because she was always tired.
If sleeping with another woman would have satisfied him, he would have had already done so when they were not yet engaged.
But he knew other women no longer satisfied him. After he slept with Anna on that Friday night and she ran away again in the morning, he tried sleeping with other women to satisfy his cravings. But it wasn't enough. He was not at all satisfied even if just momentarily.
Anna still felt the best. He hated to admit it. But he wanted Anna. It felt different when it was with her. And he didn't understand why.
Why does he desire her so much? There were so many women out there. Why does it have to be her?
It was irritating. Frustrating. Agonizing. But she truly felt the best.
Anna's moans echoed in his head. Her voice as she called his name. Her eyes that burned with lust for him. Her addictive scent. Her sweet lips. The warmth of her soft embrace. The delicious feeling of being enveloped by her hot, wet, and soft flesh. And the pleasure of witnessing her and being one with her as she writhes in ecstasy.
All of it haunted him constantly that sleeping with other women did no good. Because the more he sees a naked woman, the more he remembers her. And the more frustrated he gets when he didn't get the satisfaction he wanted.
He sighed deeply as he gazed at her sleeping figure. He had finished preparing dinner and was waiting for her to wake up.
Her heaving chest, her slightly parted lips. Her sweet scent that filled the whole room. It was so tempting that he wanted to dig in.
Lexus was exhausted from having to hold back all the time when all he wanted to do was push her down the bed and ravish her.
He couldn't believe she could just sleep peacefully after the way he kissed her in the car. It was crystal clear that he wanted her. How could she not feel the frustration?
Recalling her senior at work who wrapped an arm around her, and later on, whispered something that made her blush, Lexus couldn't stop himself from attacking the vulnerable figure beside him. He kissed her lips and nibbled on her lower lip.
It was simply amazing that he didn't get out of his car at the time and beat up the guy. He held back because Anna clearly said that she didn't want her workmates to know about him.
He kissed her finger that was supposedly wearing the engagement ring he had given. Another sigh heaved his chest as he recalled how she showed her bare fingers to him.
His chest hurt. It felt like he was going to suffocate. He had to wonder if he was that bad for a husband candidate to be treated like that.
Were his efforts the past few days not enough? Did he make a mistake somewhere?
Then his fingers paused and he stopped opening her buttons. He recalled what he did yesterday.
* * *
After preparing dinner, he tried to wake her up but she didn't. He thought of disturbing her sleep so he showered her face with kisses. But before he knew it, he had already stripped her naked, kissed her everywhere, fingered her, and was even about to put it in.
It was like his mind left and his body acted on its own. His sanity only returned when she groaned in discomfort as he was inserting the head in.
He felt like he was doused with cold water when he realized what he was about to do. He felt so guilty and yet his hard-on didn't die down. He had to jerk off several times before it finally calmed down.
* * *
'Ah, is she angry at me because of that?'
But he could perfectly recall that they almost did it in the morning if their hungry stomachs didn't get in the way.
She was about to do it with him and was no longer angry after that. Thus, he thought that he had hope. And yet, she had to squash that hope in the evening.
He sighed and borrowed her shower before his desires get hold of him again as she slept so soundly without a care in the world.
And there it was indeed. His dragon was awake and energetic. It did not calm down even after a cold shower so he stayed in the bath for a while to calm it down.
. . .
Lexus was wide-eyed when the door suddenly opened and a naked Anna entered.
"What are you doing here?! I thought you already left," she said as she covered her body. But he already saw everything. And his annoying dragon got even more energetic.
"Why do you look so tired?" she asked. He glanced at his reflection in the mirror and he did look exhausted.
"It's not going down," he replied weakly and that was when she finally glanced down and gasped when she saw his raging arousal. It was bigger than usual.
"How long have you been here?" she inquired.
"I don't know. Since I finished preparing dinner," he said and she looked at him with pity.
"All the food's gone cold so I thought of taking a bath before heating it up later," she said and Lexus realized why he felt so tired. He had been jerking off for a while.
"Fine. I'll help you just this once," Anna suddenly said and he was wide-eyed.
He was mentally and physically too exhausted to say no. She didn't have to pity him. But in all honesty, all the answer he wanted to say was, 'Yes, please.'
Lexus gulped as Anna walk into the tub. She didn't say how exactly she was going to help him, but she made him sit at the edge of the tub.
He obediently did. And his imagination was already going wild. His arousal got so hard that he might release from a single touch from her.