START OPENING YOURHEART
I'm not ready, maybe not even ready, to accept new people in my life. Because the old feeling will always be planted and grow the tree of longing in my heart.
But I can't ignore your real figure who is always by my side, who continues to provide warmth and support for me to live the destiny that God has written for me and cover the shadow of the past that until now, I don't want him to leave me even though he is only a shadow.
Please be patient with this ego. Please be patient while waiting for me to change this expectation. Can your presence remove his eternal shadow from my heart?
For you, who always give and come with love, even though I never ask, call, or reply.
(Sarah's pen scribbles on her diary.)
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