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I looked into my phone nervously, swallowing a bit of saliva.
What did I just typed?!
Sometimes I really don't have any filters!
Someone like me flirting with a young man like him, it is super weird, isn't it?!
It is not right… It would be seen as creepy by literally anybody.
Oh god, I am a creep.
W-Well, Mark sometimes also says such cute things to me, I felt like I needed to tell him something nice. Especially because he seemed depressed sometimes.
I can relate to that because I've always been depressed deep down, not only for my husband's passing, but my own insecurities about my appearance, or my age, or my life as a whole…
I just didn't wanted someone young like him to feel like I do.
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