Taehyung was sulking and crying in his room. He's been lying on his bed for hours now with no plans of getting up soon. He is unhappy with the situation. So many questions are running on his mind and they're making him more depressed.
What's so good about being boyfriends when you can't even act like you're together?
Will it always be like this?
How long must we hide?
Maybe I should've thought about this whole relationship thing first?
Why did I even jump into this so soon when I don't even know anything about THE Jeon Jungkook?
Why can't he just be my Kookie?
His thoughts were interrupted by a knock on the door. It was Jin.
"Taehyung, it's time for lunch." Jin said, standing outside Taehyung's room.
"Go ahead, hyung. I'm not hungry." Taehyung said, not even moving an inch.
"I'll set aside food for you, okay?"
"Okay, hyung. Thank you."
Taehyung lied. He's actually hungry but he doesn't want to face Jungkook. Not now. Not yet. He then remembers the cheesecake from the cafe. He got up from the bed and grabbed the takeout bag. He remembered Jungkook's expression again when he kissed him at the cafe and started crying again, while eating the cheesecake.
I bet I look pathetic right now.
After finishing the entire slice, he decided that he needs answers to his questions or else his mind and heart will explode. He grabs his phone and decides to message his bestfriend.
TaeTae
Min-ho...
Min-hoe
Hey weirdo. What's up?
TaeTae
Drop everything. I need you.
Min-hoe
Where are you rn?
TaeTae
Guest House. My room.
Min-hoe
I'm on my way.
TaeTae
Thank you
***
It only took Min-ho 10 minutes to get to Taehyung's house. As requested — more like demanded —Min-ho dropped everything. And by everything, that included Yuna. He was actually having lunch with her, but the moment he saw the words I NEED YOU. He immediately excused himself and Yuna understood. Why? Because Taehyung would rarely ask for help, and when he does, it automatically means it's something serious.
Min-ho rings the doorbell and Jimin opens the door.
"Hey, Min-ho. Come in."
Min-ho entered the house and saw Jungkook approaching him, holding a plate of jajangmyeon.
"Where's Taehyung?" Min-ho asked JK.
"In his room. Can you please give this to him. He hasn't eaten yet." Jungkook said.
"Sure. Thanks." Min-ho took the plate and went to Taehyung's room.
He knocked on the door. "TaeTae, it's me."
Taehyung unlocked the door and opened it.
"You look terrible." Min-ho said.
"Gee, thanks." Taehyung said, rolling his eyes.
"Here, your boyfriend said you haven't eaten yet."
"He's not my boyfriend. Apparently, he's my cousin."
"WHAT?!"
Taehyung looked at Min-ho's confused expression and started laughing.
Min-ho just stared at Taehyung, wondering what's so funny about what he said.
After his laughing fit, Taehyung started to cry again.
"Hey, what happened? Come here." Min-ho took Taehyung's hand and led him to the sofa.
"Jeon Jungkook happened." Taehyung said.
"Can you be more specific?" Min-ho said.
So, Taehyung told him about the events that transpired at the cafe.
"I'm just so frustrated. Now that I found the one, I can't even be myself when I'm with him? If it's going to be like this forever, how will our future be? Will we even have one?" Taehyung sighed.
"Who said it's gonna be like this forever, Tae? You just got together. This whole relationship thing is new to both of you. A lot has yet to happen.
At a certain point, both of you would need to adjust, make compromises or sacrifices even. What's more important is that you would be there for each other to fight for what you have."
"Would he, really? I'm scared Min-ho. All my life I've been fighting for what I want — for what I believe in; for things that would make me happy. But, everyone around me keeps on pushing me to a different direction. To look at a different perspective. I don't wanna get into something that I'm not sure of."
"Well that's where the problem lies, Taehyung. You're scared to risk so you're settling for what's safe. You've placed yourself inside a box that you've created for yourself. You refuse to pay attention to things around you, to the people behind you who are willing to help you and be with you when you take that chance to be better.
Now, here comes Jungkook who decides to take a risk for you. He gets himself out of his own box and chose to be with you. Right now, he may not be sure of what's going to happen in the future, but he's sure as hell that he wants to be with you. So, give him a chance to prove himself."
"How can you be so sure of him?"
"Where is your laptop? I need to show you something."
Taehyung gave Min-ho a confused look.
"Just get it." Min-ho said.
Taehyung stood up and walked over to his work table to get his laptop. He went back to Min-ho and handed it to him.
Min-ho opened it and went to the search page. He then gave the laptop back to Taehyung.
"Type in BTS then click on the first article you'd find."
Taehyung did what he was told to do. The first thing that came up was the Big Hit page so he reads the description.
"Done reading it? You realize now the bigness of BTS?"
Taehyung nodded.
"Now go to your social network."
"But, I had mine deactivated."
"Aish. Here." Min-ho gets his phone and opens his social page and hands Taehyung his phone.
"Search for Jeon Jungkook. And then, go to his official page."
Taehyung followed him again.
"How many followers does he have?" Min-ho asked.
"235 Million."
"That number represents the amount of people who idolize and love Jungkook. Majority of them, including Yuna, could only dream of being with him.
You know for a fact that he never had a relationship before. He could have chosen from those 235 million people. But, he chose you, Tae. He chose someone who doesn't know him as Jeon Jungkook from BTS. He's ignoring the fact that he would most likely break 235 million hearts, just to be with you.
Now, it's your turn to take a risk. The question is, do you love him enough to do so? Because, if not, then just choose the safe option and end it now."
Taehyung fell silent.
"Think about it, Taetae. And while you're at it, you might want to listen to your heart too." Min-ho kissed his bestfriend's forehead and was walking out of Taehyung's room.
"Hey, where are you going" Taehyung asked.
"My job here is done. Now, I've to go back to my girlfriend who I ditched just to pull you out of your box." Min-ho winked and left.
Taehyung got up from the sofa and went to his bed. He felt so drained that he drifted off to sleep.
***
It was already 11 pm and Taehyung hasn't left his room at all. To say that Jungkook was scared is an understatement. He's freaking out. All he could think about is the worst-case scenario: Taehyung breaking up with him. And this thought has left him tossing and turning in bed. To add to this, it doesn't help that he's grown accustomed to sleeping beside Taehyung as that has been their routine eversince they got together. So, that night, the bed just felt empty amd cold.
Jungkook couldn't stay still any longer. He sits up on the edge of the bed thinking about what he could do to keep his mind busy. A few minutes later, he thought it would be best to just go to the basement and workout until he drops.
Just when he was about to stand up, he hears a knock on the door. He thought it was Jimin as the latter has been checking up on him every hour. He doesn't even turn around to check.
"I said I'm fine, Chim. Can you please stop — " He wasn't able to finish his sentence when he feels warmth on his backside and arms suddenly wrapping around his chest. He turns around to see a puffy-eyed Taehyung.
"I missed you." Taehyung softly said.
Jungkook hugged Taehyung tightly. "Oh, Tae. I missed you too. I was so scared. I thought I've lost you."
They stayed that way for a long time. Even when they started talking, they were still in each other's arms, not wanting to let the other go.
"I'm sorry for over reacting." Taehyung said.
"You didn't, Tae. I'm sorry if I caught you offguard.
I didn't mean to hurt you. I can never intentionally hurt you."
"I don't really know how I'd feel the next time that happens again. Because, I know it will. I'm scared, Kookie. I don't know how I'd be able to compete with your fans. I'm scared that there would come a time that I don't know where I stand in your busy world. But, for now, I just know that I love you."
"I'm scared too, Tae. I'm scared of losing you. And I'll do everything I can to keep you — for you to want to stay with me. Just please trust me when I say that you're the most important person in my life. That in whatever I would do, I'd have you in mind first above all things.
I can't even imagine a future without you now. And that's what I realized today. Tae, today was so hellish for me. I couldn't even breathe well."
(WARNING: MATURE CONTENT AHEAD. IF UNCOMFORTABLE PROCEED TO NEXT CHAPTER PLEASE)
Taehyung pulled away from the hug. He cupped Jungkook's cheeks, caressing them with his thumbs and then leaned forward, kissing him passionately. Jungkook returns the kiss. He placed his right hand on Taehyung's nape and the left on his waist. He gently pushes Taehyung down on the bed as he hovers above him.
Taehyung wraps his legs around Jungkook's torso, using them to push the latter closer to his body. Jungkook lips then travelled from Taehyung's lips down to his jaw, his neck and stops right below his right ear. He begins to nip and suck on the said spot causing Taehyung to moan.
Jungkook's hands then travelled to the first button of Taehyung's top. He stops kissing Taehyung and looks at him as if asking permission. Taehyung nods. Jingkook slowly unbuttons Tae's shirt and as each button opens, he slides his pointer finger on the exposed skin. Taehyung's breath hitches. Jungkook removes Tae's shirt and throws it on the floor.
Taehyung then pulls on the hem of Jungkook's shirt, signaling him to remove it. Jk obliges. Taehyung stares at Jungkook's abs and lightly caressed it with his fingers. Jk groaned. This made Taehyung bite his lower lip and Jk noticed it.
"You know what that does to me."
"I know." Taehyung smirked.
So, Jungkook smashed his lips on Taehyung. He bites Tae's lower lip making the latter gasp. Jungkook slides his tongue inside Taehyung's mouth, kissing him hungrily. Taehyung was getting carried away so he touches Jungkook's clothed member and starts palming him.
"F-fuck, Tae." Jungkook groaned.
Taehyung stops and turns Jungkook over. He's now on top. Taehyung stares at Jungkook as he crawls down until his face is in front of Jungkook's clothed member. He starts kissing it.
"S-Stop teasing,"
Taehyung smirks, holds the waist band of Jk's shorts and looks at him. "Can I?"
Jungkook nodded. Taehyung has never done this before so he was pleasantly surprised with his new-found confidence. He pulls down Jungkook's shorts and boxers. He's now looking at his long, hard member. Taehyung holds it softly earning a groan from Jungkook. He starts licking the head, then slides down to the shaft and up again.
"Shit, Tae. It feels so good."
Taehyung was ecstatic, knowing that he could pleasure Jk. He then puts Jk's member inside his mouth and starts bobbing his head slowly. He tries to deepthroat Jungkook, and was surprised once again that he has no gag reflex. So he keeps on doing it again and again.
"Tae, s-stop, I'm almost there."
But, Taehyung continues, only this time he bobs his head faster.
"Ahh I'm there, I'm there. Ngh...Taehyung!" Jungkook cums and Taehyung swalloms every drop.
"Fuck, Tae. That was so hot. So fucking good."
Jungkook was panting. He then turned Taehyung over.
"My turn." Jk said smirking.
He leaned over Taehyung's chest and began to play around Tae's right bud with his tongue. Taehyung sinfully moaned. It was music to Jungkook's ears so he kept on going. He goes to the other bud and began sucking it.
"Asaahh, Jung ahh kook, more." Taehyung moaned.
Jungkook then planted kisses on Taehyung's soft tummy as he plays around with the waistbamd of Tae's pajamas. He slowly slides it down with the boxers while looking at Taehyung. Jungkook slides both his hands on Taehyung's thighs.
"So soft."
He began to nip and suck on Taehyung's legs, leaving small red marks. Soft moans were leaving Tae's mouth. He stopped and looked at Taehyung.
"Tae, shall I continue?" Jungkook asked.
"Yes please. I want you to be my first and last."
Jungkook's member twitched after hearing this.
"We don't have lube." Jungkook said, worried that he might hurt Taehyung.
Tae reached for Jungkook's hand and sucked on three fingers.
"Fuck, Tae you're so wild. I love it." Jungkook smirked.
Taehyung released Jungkook's hand with a pop. "Just for you."
Jungkook didn't waste any time and slowly inserted one finger in Tae's hole. Taehyung moaned.
"Are you okay?" Jungkook asked, worried that he's doing it wrong.
"Yes, yes, more." Taehyung said, getting impatient.
Jungkook now inserted another finger and thrusted slowly but deeper this time. Each thrust makes Taehyung moan loudly. After a while, JK adds a third finger and stretched Taehyung's hole. He pulls out his fingers and Taehyung whines.
Jungkook spits on his hand and rubs it on his hard cock. He then positions himself on top of Taehyung and aligns his member on Tae's hole.
"Ready, Tae?" Jk looks at Taehyung intently.
"Yes."
Jungkook slowly inserts his member, making Taehyung grab on the bedsheets.
"Fuck, Tae. You're so tight." Jungkook pushes all the way in.
He stops moving for a few minutes, waiting for Taehyung to adjust.
"Move, Kookie."
Jungkook starts thrusting, groaning once in a while as he feels Taehyung's tight hot hole.
"Aaaah, K-kookie f-faster."
Jungkook went faster. As he was thrusting, he raised one of Tae's legs and changed the angle of his thrust.
Taehyung screamed as Jungkook was hitting his postrate dead on with every thrust. He was a moaning mess.
"K-kkookie, I'm ahhhh c-coming."
"Me too, Tae."
They came at the same time.
"Jungcooook!" Taehyung releases on his and Jugkook's chest.
"Ahhhh....Tae!" Jungkook cums hard inside Taehyung.
Jungkook pulls out slowly and plops his body beside Taehyung. They were both heavily panting.
Jungkook stands up and goes to the bathroom, returning with a wet towel. He cleans his and Taehyung's chest and places the soiled towel on the floor. He lies down beside Taehyung and wraps his arms around him. They faced each other and stared at each other's eyes.
"I love you, Kim Taehyung." Jungkook said, bopping Tae's nose.
"I love you more, Jeon Jungkook." Taehyung gives him a soft passionate kiss.
They cuddled and in just a few minutes, they were sleeping soundly in each other's arms.
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