Tiana
Jess left soon after the madness and a phone call from Mia reminding us that the party is only tree hours away. I ran upstairs after grabbing a quick snack to sooth my nerves. Stripping off my clothes I took extra time in the shower making sure am hairless underground. Cough* if you know what I mean?* Cough.
Although am going to the party I'll play by my rules. My rules say fuck them all.
After stepping out of the shower I went into my closet to dress up. My outfit will blow all there minds.....
And this will totally show them how clear my message is.
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Jess's car pulled up front just in time. I was done with my makeup and hair. I was ready. Before walking out the door I stopped and got one last look at myself.
My pigtails were covered in ribbons to the tip, they went in the order of light green, blue, purple, pink, red, white and violet. I put on black lipstick on my top lip and red lipstick on my bottom lip in case Troy doesn't like black I have red and vice versa, my eye shadow was on point like my lime green skorts and rainbow coloured socks that match my ribbons; with my bedazzled snicker which I call Blings. My football jersey and a blue scarf around my neck as a finishing touch. I looked gorgeous, now it's time to go kiss Troy. And dodge the sex. Yep he'll totally run when he sees this.
I grabbed my purse and walked out to the passenger seat of Jess's car. Scarcely had I entered the car when Jess looked up.
" What the fuck are you wearing Tia?" She yelled while slamming her fist on the steering wheel. Wow I thought she'd be happy, she looks angry.
Mission accomplished, mwahahaha.
" Your not going like this, no! No!" She got out of the car and pulled me back towards the house and mahn was her grip tight. We entered the house or she entered and I was dragged in, walking into my room she let go of my hand and taking out her phone to text someone whom I assumed was Mia. Ten minutes later Mia was in my driveway. Jess went downstairs and they came in whispering things to each other.
" Grab her!" With that they pounced on me. My flight or fight instinct kicked in; I tapped into fight.
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Let's just say I didn't win and ended up doing what they said. Right now am in a tight black lacey body con dress with silver skeleto-heels.
It showed too much skin and I loved it but admitting it was not going to happen. Weird but I loved the makeup and the way my body looked in this dress, the way it complimented my curves and the swells of my breasts.
" Omg I got curves," I said checking my self out in the mirror. " See I told you your sexy." Jess said coming up behind me.
Sexy yes but having sex nope. I'd rather mind f*ck Troy like I always do.
Jess was in a black maxi lace long sleeve semi-sheer backless split long party dress.
And Mia was in something so inappropriate and hardly covered her body. Her dress resembled a net, black in colour. she had a strapless bra and matching underwear that covered her delicate areas.
I don't have an idea-what kind of dress it was but it was working for her, I guess?
"Okay time to go," Mia clasped her hands together grabbing her denim jacket then walking out without a second glance my way, well she's excited. I tensed up at the thought of other people seeing me in this dress. I walked over to my bed and sat down letting out a long sigh. Rubbing my hands together suddenly am too nervous to stand and walk out that door.
" What's wrong now Tiana?" Jess asked sitting next to me and taking one of my hands in hers, squeezing it lightly as a comforting and a silent 'am here for you ' .
" Am nervous Jess, this is all new to me you know I can't just jump into something like this," I felt a big lamp on my throat .
What if he doesn't like me even dressed like this? What if he thinks am ugly? I let out another sigh. I can't get the answers to all my questions unless I actually went to the party. What if I go and he breaks my heart? Staying here feels like a good idea at least then I'd just continue to fantasize about what could be and never get hurt.
" Am scared Jess. What if he thinks am ugly even when am dressed like this?"
Why am I feeling like this anyway? I never wanted to impress Troy, now this stupid dress is making me want to.
She shut me up with a hug. I always loved the way she hugged me so tightly. Though my mind didn't shut up. I was worried, worried about my mum, it's more the reason why I dress like a bin bag chair.
" Listen Tia you are very beautiful and if Troy doesn't see that then he isn't worth you or your time of day. And I doubt that he wouldn't like you," she pulled back and took out a silver flask from her jacket ," and if that doesn't work, drink this it will help." I eyed the flask suspiciously " what is it?" I asked.
" It's something that will help," she said bluntly and I took it, I mean I trust Jess with my life so I know it's safe. The liquid was thick and sweet, the test reminded me of apples; as it sloshed down my throat it burned- like drinking hot acid on a cold day. " Gosh!" I coughed trying to sooth the sting sensation," what the hell is this?" Her reply was a mare smirk. She then dragged me out of the house and into her car and off we went.
Here goes nothing.....
Everything will work out perfectly.
Right?