"I still remember when you said I love you in so many times and even you doing mistakes, it's not so hurting for me. But now I realized The last word you said "I Love You", the last words that hurts my feelings".

time to time and been realized how long we stay in our relationship no matter what happened I still hold your words. I am not hurting of your words. may be I just don't mind just to avoid our fighting. may be and may be not. I loved you most more of I know to be with our relationship. but still you the one I cannot stop loving, stop seeing, stop of my hope and dreams. Why, do I am mad about you, or just having my toughs the some day I stop loving you and stop seeing you, or just leave you. I was so stupid and been so much demanding for you. I am sorry for taking you for granted. seemly sights for our relationship was not you been expecting, I know I am not the person should be in this moment and time but who it will be, I just care for you that I want you more and asking you for your love and attention. why and why I have to say this words to you and show what I feel for if you do not understand me. are you mad or afraid for me. it's my mistake or your mistake. tell me, tell me....

wow what I dreaming. so hot in here. I am having nightmares....God it's good thing I wake up. what in the world is happening I thought it's real.

It's morning the sun was outside. I wake up dreaming and saying words I cannot understand. so this is just a nightmare".

"Good day to you all join me in my little story for you to read. thank for my supporter's and who fallow my writing. thank you and enjoyed."

Oh no it's morning again time to go to work. I was on the company of publishing short story. I have few writing short story. it my living a writer. but one day while I write for my article. I was sleepy. I sleep while writing. then I had this dream a very bad dream. but I wake up of this dream. I am in the work trying to figure it out of my dream in how I will write it on my story that I will be a character in the story line who will be my partner in this story. I think and think until I felt to sleep. "I can't close my eyes I have work to". okay just a snap and I get fast on it. I thought closing my eyes I will see my wife with me. but not, so I close my harder then I see I person on my dream. he is not she... (off course I am silahis, sometimes we our not responsible for what happening in our mind with a respect of that).