My hands shook as I tried to pack my belonging into my bag. Once I managed to finish that I slung the bag on my shoulder and clutched the old book I had found unto my chest.
I knew that my life was going to be determined by the content of the book in my hands. My heart was beating louder than my steps but I didn't let the fear get the better of me. I maintained my outward calmness. I walked to one of the secluded places in the library and decided to sit there to read it. This side of the library was always isolated. Most found it creepy and preferred reading in the more open spaces. But I had always loved this spot. So sitting here to read made me forget that I was truly alone.
I dropped my bag on my feet and placed the book on my lap. I could see my fingers visibly tremble as I made to turn open the first page.
"Get a hold of yourself, Xena!" I whispered harshly to myself.