"Diane!" I screamed over and over till my voice could no longer come out of my throat. She was gone. I couldn't save her. I tried to pull her back with me but she didn't let me.
My eyes were swollen and my face was flushed as tears filled every portion of it. How could I go on now that I was alone again? When was this torture ever going to end? Why did Zula have to come to get me on the first day? Why not just kill me and get it over with?
I had just met Diane and against all odds in a world where tryst was impossible to build, we developed it. I was going to sacrifice myself for her but she did for me. And now she was gone. Forever.
I sat on the ground and cried. My tears weren't just for Diane. It was for a life I have come to know. The one where I didn't exalt know what I had ever done wrong to be chosen?
Didn't people get chosen for the worst things?