Emerald
Today was a new day and compared to the bitter feeling I had yesterday, I was feeling a lot more excited and enthusiastic about her today would be for me. I've come to realize that as much as I tried to deny it, the issues I have with Brian and how our relationship was at any point, always had a great effect on my mood.
If he and I were having problems and not speaking to each other or whenever I was upset with him, which is usually like 90% of the time, my mood was always sour and I was usually a lot crankier than my normal self. But whenever he and I were on good terms, I always felt more at peace with myself because being upset with him was certainly burdensome.
