𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗛𝗘𝗔𝗩𝗘𝗡𝗟𝗬 𝗙𝗔𝗧𝗛𝗘𝗥, 𝗠𝗬 𝗚𝗥𝗘𝗔𝗧 𝗣𝗥𝗢𝗩𝗜𝗗𝗘𝗥
It's already dark. I saw a vehicle coming, it's like a big truck where people could stand tall. It's like a big dump truck where the back is left open. Two women just climbed up unto the big truck loaded with many passengers.
And I saw a banner inside, and reading this word "LESBIAN". I thought that there's a party of lesbians inside or maybe it's a dating place for them.
But, I saw that slowly many people went up there also, men and women. And the people near the opening was told to adjust, to move backward so that other passengers, especially newcomers could pass through, to give space to others.
I got no choice, I have to climb up as well so that I could go home, it's already getting dark.
I climbed up, I tried to insert myself there among the crowd. I just endured that narrow space, we're like sardines in a can, there's no space at all eventhough people inside had adjusted backward already. I was actually facing the crowd, the only one facing them, and they're all facing me, as if I was the last one who made it.
Some of the boys were laughing and teasing one another about the lesbian relationship. And they talked about dating relationship while the truck was running.
One of them was saying that most of the women inside are Lesbian.
And I answered to one of them, trying to show myself to them, trying to elongate my leg so that they could see me behind the wide shoulders of the big passengers sitting in front of me, while in a semi-sitting position, awkward position like I am hugging them already just to fit in there.
"𝗜 𝗮𝗺 𝗮 𝗞𝗜𝗗!"
They had noticed me, and one of the men kept looking towards me, just got curious maybe.
Then, the truck came to a halt, inside a certain terminal. So, everybody went down. I went down as well together with the crowd.
I knew some of the passengers especially those who were sitting near me. We went down together but they're in a hurry, they walked fast together in a row.
I cannot catch up with them, they were so fast, they walked ahead of me until I cannot see them anymore. I was left behind alone along the way going home.
The road was covered with snow, it's all white above the ground, so I cannot walk fast, as if my feet was stuck everytime.
The surroundings are dark already but still I could see it.
Then, I came unto a market-like place, I saw many tables full of cooked eggs, all eggs have no outer shell already. The front tables I saw were already deserted, it's like the food above was a leftover already.
But a few distance away, there were a few tables with many diners still. I walked towards them, and the vendors of each stall were women and the diners at that time were all women too.
The vendor was cooking the eggs and preparing it for all the women diners there, they all looked like a saleslady. I saw her slicing the cooked egg carefully in thin pieces, in circular slice all, then she served it to each of them.
The two tables had the same picture, where many women were sitting and eating, and above the table were like full of white circular slices of cooked eggs, while the server was standing near them on the head of the table.
It's dinner time and I was hungry.
I just watched all of them as they all finished eating.
The vendor just ignored me and she's so busy already in cleaning up her stall, as if she's ready to go anytime.
I was about to walk away, but suddenly, a big miracle happened.
An order form suddenly appeared, out of nowhere. It's a white paper, an order form of that stall or restaurant. Then the form was automatically filled in, as if somebody was typing on it, the writings were all type written, in a formal form, it's like the typewriters font.
It was so magical, as if there's an invisible hand writing on it, typing it on the air.
The order form was automatically filled up completely and I heard a background music, a song, while it was filled up, it's like a choir of heaven, with many voices singing together.
The first one I saw was this, in the name field:
𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝚁𝙸𝙲𝙷𝙴𝚂𝚃 𝚆𝙾𝙼𝙰𝙽 𝙾𝙽 𝙴𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙷
And the price per food or the amount was written also.
And in the food line below was a bible verse that was being followed by an ending phrase:
𝚁𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 12:13
𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙾𝙱𝙻𝙸𝚅𝙸𝙾𝙽
Then it was given afterwards to the vendor, and the woman abruptly prepared the food for me upon seeing the details of the order, with no questions, without further ado.
I have received my food and ate my dinner.
And the filled up form was automatically erased, after I'm done eating. The vendor didn't notice that the order form was now blank, even a few details cannot be found there anymore.
It's like watching a powerpoint presentation where the words are in wiping out style.
Afterwards, I stood up and walked away.
I was walking along the road, going home, and I looked up to heaven.
I am crying with tears of joy, saying these words:
"𝗧𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗸 𝘆𝗼𝘂, 𝗙𝗔𝗧𝗛𝗘𝗥!"
I have nothing and hungry but the FATHER provided me everything.
Then, I woke up. It's 4:13am, Thursday July 29, 2021.
---a dream---