In a wood log cabin in the middle of nowhere

" You freak why are you up to, " My dad said hold me up by the wrist so tightly

" Am sorry I will never do it again " all I did was chew a leftover bone that even the dog was done with

" did I buy you to eat, get back to cleaning you good for nothing " he threw back to my knees

For the past month I have been having weird headaches, illusions and even passing out, I thought it was because of no food at home but now I can't take it any longer

Am his only son but he is treating me worse than a slave

"Don't talk to me like that " a sudden bust of confidence threw the words right out of my mouth hitting him like a slap but I got hit with an actual slap

" you worm what did you just say to me " he held me by the neck and pinned me on the wall the as I struggle to breathe

" please am sorry " I begged for my worthless life trying to remove his hand off my neck

" I will kill you may be that is when will know how to talk to me "

" Please, please" all blood had stopped flowing to my head making it turn deadly pale, everything started to become a big blaa when he let go dropping me on the ground immediately, and walked to pick up his melt rod

" now, since have not learned you're lessons I will have to write it down again," he said sticking it in the fire

" remove your shirt and turn around " I was still trying to catch my breath when I heard him say it and I knew it would hurt, very very much

" no no please I promise to be good just don't write, " I sodded pouring tears like a baby

He turned around with pleasure in his eyes enjoying seeing all the fear I had " now do you want me to repeat myself"

another rule was to be obedient to him and wasting his time would cause only me more suffering and the more I deg him the longer that rode stats in the wood famous and gets hotter and hotter

so I did as the monster said and took off my shirt and turned around

"Good boy, I see my writing pad is clean, so what did you do "

" talked back at you " I closed my eyes expecting pain as my punishment

he immediately took out the rod from the fire and it was red hot

" This will burn a little," he said laughing a the glowing at the glowing hot metal and immediately it touched my skin it instantly cut it like butter giving me an immense pain while he wrote something letter by letter it hurt more and more

"Aaah, aaaahhhhh "

three hours later

" Tomorrow is a big day for you so get some sleep, " the monster said pushing my wounded back down the stairs of the basement

it was sundown and I was drained of any energy I had all I could do was lie down at the bottom of the stairs and bleed as I wait to doe

Okay my name is Jack as my dad calls it jeckass but I call it jack

am a son to the monster who is nothing but a monster inside out but he wasn't always like that before my third birthday he was my father loving sweet caring dad but after that, he just changed to a monster like a werewolf under the full moon and now it is my 17th birthday and each birth it has became a tradition to tattoo me each time with some symbol of intertwining lines and letter on the upper right of my cheat

I have tried to run from this place many times but it is like a magnet as far as I ran I always end up here until I just gave up

After five minutes of lying helpless on the ground, I went to my bed to be met with a surprising view of some wrapped in gift paper and written "there is no need to keep suffering" I opened it to find a stack

"one prick to the heart and your suffering end " Aman's voice whispered " you have nothing in this world but pain Ind I can take it all away, you and I both know Death is the best escape "