Cakara Park is the true definition of power.
Why? Maybe because his reputation as the best soldier for five consecutive years led him to become the leader of the Guardians of this period. All of this cannot be separated from years of hard work. His strong determination also earned him the respect of many people. His job requires him to be firm and agile in making decisions. He should be proud of himself, who was quite attractive in character and demeanor.
In fact, he felt the opposite.
He had been feeling relatively weak lately. Not physically but mentally. It felt like something was choking him from within. He felt guilty for letting his desires take over his assertiveness. He used to educate his subordinates with discipline, but recently, his discipline was tarnished.
One name that makes him blue like a teenager in a rom-com movie. One name that he still watched every night. For the sake of one name, he disobeyed the rules and discipline he cultivated.