Wow! I can't wait any longer to get to her. I rushed backstage and saw Ron, her PA, talking with a girl. Inquired where she was and said she was backstage. I can't wait anymore. Want to ask apology even ready to get beaten up, I really deserve that. without thinking I spotted many nuisances, even called her...
When I get into backstage, got shocked for a moment. That bastard, he trying to touch my girl, "paapa!!" rushed towards her. And pushed him away from her, and covered her with my shirt. That bastard, how he gets out of the jail. "you think I won't come back? For this slut, you broke my sister's heart. I'm going to kill her." "How dare you touch her? I told you she is not the reason. Your sister broke with me." "you think I will believe you? In your dream." he rushed towards me and stabbed me with a knife on my stomach. Not gonna fail, I wanna help her she needs medication, "Seongaa!!," heard a slight voice from her, she, mine, my world. I don't know where I got this power. With my few punches, he started begging for mercy. No, I won't show mercy to him. Someone grabbed me from behind and dragged me towards Paapa. the guards caught Ae-Ri's stepbrother and took him outside. My eyes started blurring out. But saw her, don't know who took us to the hospital.
When I opened my eyes, I'm in the hospital bed, but my paapa, where is she? Tried to get off the bed, but Ho-Sook held me and told me to be calm. How can I? My baby, I wanna know what happened to her? "Where is she? Is she alright? Where is that bastard? I wanna kill him, tell me," "Hyung, don't shout like this, you're not recovered yet, this gonna hurt you more." "That is not what I asked," "She is good, still under treatment, and that man, police filed the case and took him with them. Please don't get stressed hyung," "I wanna see her," "not now, none may see her and nobody knows this, so please stay here." "Did he wake... hyung you woke up? How are you feeling?" "I'm good Dae," "don't worry, hyung our company and her company also kept everything secret. Nobody knows what happened. Ok?"
Days passed, and the doctor still prohibited us from seeing her, my wound got healed. Can't think how much she suffered because of me. Now I don't know how she felt. What should I do? What about sneaking into her room without letting others know? I will wait till night, then it becomes easier. When time skipped tonight, I slowly got up from the bed. Byung-Ho hyung is staying with me today, looks like he is in a deep sleep. Slowly get out of the room and get inside her room. She looks so tired, so many tubes connected to her, bandages on her head and neck, and hands plastered. Is this what they said she is fine with? Her breath is not in the flow. They trimmed her hair. Look pale and bruises over her body, and a cut on her lip. My baby suffered a lot because of me. My one mistake that made her suffer this far, was not being confident about going near to her. Will she forgive me? Not sure, I'm not good for her, but she always stepped closer when I fell down. I promise babe, won't gonna leave you ever again, not gonna stay away from you. Even because of my profession. If they demand, then I will leave that too for you. Slowly stepped toward her. "Baby, I'm sorry, forgive me, don't leave me. I can't live without you. Stay strong, stay by my side forever," my tears started shedding over her hands. My hands are still trembling unconditionally. Guilt is playing over my head. Felt like someone was coming toward us. I should leave now, otherwise, I may not get a chance to see her. But when I tried to leave her, she held mine, but her eyes were still closed. Did she hear me out?
The cracking sound and footstep sounds are getting closer. What should I do? Could stay or... rushed towards the curtain and hid behind that. "Nurse, check her readings," the doctor ordered. "The oxygen level is not good but blood pressure is stable now. We can't take off the mask now. It looks like she needs to continue this for now." The nurse nodded and adjusted the mask, put some medicine on her trip, and took some injections. "Sir, her eyelids are moving!!" "What?" He looked closer and went outside to call some, along with the nurse. I rushed near to her and peeked at her lips. "Stay strong paapa, I will be with you. I'm leaving now." and sneaked out. And get back to my room. "Where were you?" "hyung, i.." "you sneaked to her room?" I started shuddering. "Let's talk about this tomorrow. Get back to sleep" saying nothing. I rushed to the bed and put the duvet over my head. I filled all my mind with her thoughts, the day and night we spent together. Best days, we love and adore each other. From the first day we met each other, I felt like I found the angel of my life. She always keeps a bit of distance from me. It is not because she doesn't love me, but because of some insecurities. Afraid of my fandom, my mom, more than to preserve herself not to hurt herself. I don't know how to express my feelings toward her, the way I expressed my anger towards her was really pitiful, I really don't deserve her love. I am a distant person but can't stay like that when I'm with her. She took care of me like a baby. We fought over small things but reunited within days. Usually, I'm the one who takes over my anger on her. My stress and insecurities made me do that. I know she won't leave me, but afraid, what if she?