I haven't looked for Seong yet. He might react to me in a way that scares me. It is pin-drop silence here when stepping towards his room. My heart beat fast, like a bullet train. The door was ajar. He is laying on the naked floor, curling like a ball, hands over his knees. The tears dried up on his cheek and murmuring something slowly. This scene made my heart shatter into pieces. What I did is not pardonable. While laying near to him, the words become more clear. He is begging me not to let go of him, caressing his cheek, he looks at me with tired eyes. "Why did you leave me here all alone? You promised me that won't let me alone right? You broke the promise. At least stay by my side in my dreams don't go. I don't wanna live without you!!" "you're not dreaming babe, I'm here with you and I know I went far too long that day, will you forgive me, please?" with a fraction of a second he jumped on me and put me in his embrace. "I thought you won't come back to me. It's my mistake, babe. I should confess to you before that man attacked you was the one who was arranged by my ex-girlfriend. She used him to attack you because of me to get me back. When we were together she had an affair on my back later I found out that she is cheating and called off our engagement. But while left me here she used to contact my mother and told to her that, I was in an affair with someone and she broke up because of this. Every mother believes their child but my mom misunderstood me and cut all ties too. On God's promise baby, she was the one who had an affair, not me please believe me. After that, moved to the US and later broke up with that man. Now trying to bind with me. On that day when we met, I was in a fight with dad because of this. Her brother believes that because of you, I broke with her, that's why you got attacked and… I don't mean to hide, but afraid of losing you. I really don't know if he will come back to you after that day. In the fight, I clearly said that you're not the reason for break up but… I'm sorry babe please forgive me and also without knowing your past I spout so much nonsense too. Will you give me a second chance?"
"That was not only your mistake, mine as well. I should have to ask you first. And without realizing what you have been through, I was overboard and also hurt you. I should have thought a moment before doing that. When you avoid me but also care for me, that really hurts me. And everyone refused to talk about that, too. All these made me more frustrated. I didn't mean to leave you, I can't. But for that moment, I wished to get out of here. That's it. I can't even stay calm without you. I'm sorry for breaking my promise. Will you give me a second chance?"
"I asked the same. We both misunderstood each other, so let's not make the same mistake anymore. I don't know if he will come again. But I promise you I will do my best to protect you. Okay?!" I hummed and didn't think that it went out like this, so happy that we got back together. I get back to mine. I told you Mr.mind doesn't need to worry and I can handle it. So no more overthinking. And you idiot brain!! stop promoting this overthinking process. you're taking my mind and heart into a hard time. Never try to do that again. "babe, why are you not talking to me? Is there anything else bothering you? You called me babe when I woke up, right? Say that again," "No I won't. I can reject requests without regret. Now get up and take a quick shower. The food is gonna cool down by now. I will wake others now. Ok?" The pout is making me lol. cute and lovely. While heading toward the door "faster babe. I will wait for you downstairs," he throws a flying kiss at me. Whoa! My romantic babess. Ooh God, I am falling for him more and more… That was so unexpected but happy with what happened now. Now onwards I have to be more careful and patient.
Why they aren't woken up yet? hha! now I need to work for them. Do they be dead how many times I'm calling them? Sleeping bags!! "Yeahhhhh!! get up, you drunkards! How many times have I been calling? Why the hell do you all turn the home into a garbage pit?" these punks!! I throw the pillows at them. "Aish, hajimma…. wae!! naneun jago sip-eo.." (Aish!! don't do… why!! I wanna sleep..) "jinjja! il-eona i saekkiya!! dodaeche yeogiseo mwohangeoya??" (really! get up you asshole!! what the hell have you all done here?) Why all looking stunned. I'm flaming in anger, they… "What?? don't you hear me? Why all are drunk? Turned the whole mansion into a landfill. The dishes are in the sink. Why don't you sleep in your rooms? Haven't you had food after I left? Why you all are sleeping in the living room? you Arine!! why are you sleeping on my oppa's lap? Wae??" "Paapa you know Korean?!" "Is that the answer?" "freshen up. I'm hungry!! I will give you 15 minutes to go fast, otherwise, I will kick you all out!! Got it?!!" they all hummed and ran to their rooms.
"Bunch of idiots!! all are acting strange, it is already 10 all smell like reeks of alcohol. What happened to them?" I was busy with my chaos and setting the dining table. Suddenly, I felt a pair of arms around my waist.